hm. I thought I'd write again. just because I was thinking a lot today. a lot about people again. and isn't it weird when you sit and think about people and how everyone has their own seperate little universes. like I know how my life is and everyone in it, but when you stop and try to imagine the world from other point of views, where you aren't ( Read more... )

Man, things are starting to go well again. no ya know what. I'll just say it. I stopped myself when I was typing it before but. things are goin good. haha I'm not even grammatically correct. it kinda makes me happy. I had the festival thing today. and me and hayley and jessie sang for the judge. and then he asked us if we had really thought about ( Read more... )

Saturdays when it snows are like Diet Dr Pepper because they are pretty good and everything. but it's just not the same as a normal snow day ya know? I mean you still love snow day Saturdays or whatever but you feel kinda cheated out with the aspertame because you're not missing any school. ah but today was fantastic. I went outside with Jake and ( Read more... )

Sad eyes, the kind that cry, the kind that take your breath ( Read more... )

oh my goodness. Life is so lovely right now. it has been for a while. since the new year started at least. I've been getting back in to the bible a lot. and it's like. everything is so much brighter and better. I just appreciate so many things so much more. like people mostly. People are just my newest passion. They so wonderful and beautiful and ( Read more... )

I was reading some of my old books I used to read when I was little. and todays title came from Roger Pogers upside-down day. i got to thinking about those poor tsunami survivors today. There have been people on the news looking for parents, brothers, daughters, husbands sisters, sons, friends... I can't even imagine. being on vacation and losing ( Read more... )

I hate when I do this. I feel like something is about to happen. and I can't ever place the feeling and I don't know if whatever I anticipate actually happens but maybe something will. Tonight I feel kinda sad. sad for harold. sad because I don't understand him. I just can't figure him out. he gets so upset and I don't know whats wrong and I want ( Read more... )

ah so the season is almost over. no more ridiculous traffic at malls and people bombarding you with ONE DAY ONLY!!! sales and no more Christmas carols, at least for another 10 months right? heh. it always goes by so quickly, I almost miss it. but I love Christmas break because (if you don't have stupid swim practice) you get to hang out with your ( Read more... )

*sigh* can't you just feel it? I just love christmas so much. I think its cuz I just like making people happy. that just seems like something you should want to do. if you can't make anyone happy what is your purpose? anyways... I think I like Christmas so much because you get the chance to make so many people smile. So many Christmas cards, so ( Read more... )

aww i can't wait. its like, whoa, 11 days!!!!! yay! and I can't believe how great things have been. like even when something goes wrong lately it turns out ok. like the meet. aww it was so sad. I had to do the 500 yard freestyle, which for those of you who don't know is like the hardest event. its 20 laps all at the same time. how sucktacular. but ( Read more... )