I hate the way this keeps happening.

[mr_bigwords]

I get these sudden bouts of depression, usually at night, usually when I'm alone. And, I'm fed up with it. All I want to do is scream my head off and leave everything and everyone behind me. I get to points where I just can't stand this town. I can't stand my life. I can't stand my friends. And, I just feel like I need to leaving as soon and

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[the_real_etoile]

College will come, Ben. You won't get high school back, (and you'll probably be glad about that). Try to enjoy it, even if it's terrible, and you're miserable wishing for all your freedom.

[wintertabby90]

=\ ben, sometimes i don't know what to do to help you.

but i always really really really wish i could.