I really have nothing to say, except to illustrate once again, how utterly euphoric I am. The dance was last night. It was fucking awesome. I really cant think of a better way. I've never had that much fun with terrible music. I spent to whole time (except the Cha-Cha Slide, ew) with Molly. It was amazing. This dance is right up there witht ( Read more... )

There is no today. There is no tomorrow. I feel as if in another world. As if someone hit me so hard that I flew into an alternate dimension where my problems dissolved for a few brief moments. And, then new ones appeared out of thin air. Since I got home from Sunday School I've felt like I'm in a dreamworld. And I haven't decided if its a ( Read more... )

What's wrong with me? Seriously. No one knows me. No one knows me because I don't let them. For awhile I've thought, like all other teenagers, that my parents don't care about my feelings, but that's not true at all. My parents just don't know about my feelings. No one does. I never talked to anyone as much as I should've about those two ( Read more... )

I feel... serene. That's a good word for it: serene. I guess I'm all about describing how I feel this week huh? But at any rate, it has been almost a year since I was happy, and well over a year since I felt like this. So, please excuse if I flaunt it. Because this is a big thing, for me. So this weekend will be very study-filled. I'm just ( Read more... )

And it was a good day, a good day, a good day. You know, I haven't said that in so long that it scares me. But, today was a good day. The only thing it was lacking in was more good. Ah. One more time: I had a good day today. You know what, I had an excellent day today ( Read more... )

When I'm home alone this is all I do. I watch TV and I mill about the internet. So this time I decided to post. I'm bored as hell and I miss every last one of you (some more than others). And I want to be at school, specifically in drama class, more than anything. I basically just want to get out of the here and now ( Read more... )

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First of all, i would like to extend a big oy vey to everyone ( Read more... )

So, I've come to realize just what I am. I'm a person to be pitied and lied to. I'm pathetic. It's ok, you can agree with me. I know I am. It seems like everytime I feel happy it ends abruptly and I find out that I've been living in this fake universe held up by people's lies ( Read more... )

Or, at least, my humble little county ( Read more... )