It seems I can't ever get what I want, and I don't really know what I need

[mr_hankey]

STORY OF MY LIFE.

I'm never anyone's type.  What the fuck?  Maybe I'm supposed to feel lonely.  Maybe I don't deserve to be with someone.  Maybe I'm supposed to be "just a friend" for everyone.  Maybe I'm supposed to change.  Maybe I'm supposed to be the asshole I've been trying not to be for so damn long.  Maybe I'm supposed to give up.  Maybe I'

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PS

[mr_hankey]

At the time I wrote this entry, what time will it be in three hours?

Re: PS

[hebrew_drew]

if you add up the numbers of todays date (2/2/05) and then divide the divide the sum of the first 2 numbers by 2 what do you get

[anonymous]

Love. What can I say? It truly is the greatest feeling I have ever felt in my entire life. I have only experienced true love once and sometimes I wish that I had never know such an emotion at all. Once something so precious is taken away from you it just destroys you inside. I wouldn't wish that feeling on anyone in the world. It truly is that terrible.

Dan your a great guy but I'm just not ready to get into a serious relationship again. I feel this way because down the road I know heartache will be waiting and I'm not ready to go through that again. I can't, I'm sorry.

[mr_hankey]

I can understand where you're coming from. I still think you're missing an opportunity for something good, but whatever. You have your reasons, and I have to respect them.

I'm not pissed at you, I'm pissed at the luck I've been given.

"There is no lonelier man in death, except the suicide, than that man who has lived many years with a good wife and then outlived her. If two people love each other there can be no happy end to it. " - Ernest Hemingway