last weekend really helped me feel alot better about shit. this is what happened ( Read more... )

if this the wright thing why do i feel so empty and alone? if it was suposed to end like this why does it hurt so much. ive never felt so alone in my life, even with all my freinds around i still feel outside. i need someone to listen to me to pick me back up. when you turn your music louder to drowned out ur thoughts then you know what im talking ( Read more... )

i was going to rant and rave how everyone should die and they should dont get me wrong, just fucking go away that ill i have to say everyone has screwed me over so many times that u now give up. u dont liek me fine dont call me, u dont like my opion dont ask it. so yea im sick of always taking the beating with shit, even after i cut allt he ( Read more... )

So sunday i got to good idea to like go and ride like every other day. so me and chaz go and like ride i go into the park and sit at the bowl like usaul but his is were it goes all wrong. on my frist run i fucking fell on hte first trick it hurt alot. i slamed my head and shit flat bottom. i got up and got out ot the bowl where i immediataly ( Read more... )

i dont even know any more, after i qui the band tuesday, then seth quit yesterday idk i think that its funny. we both quit for hte same reson. like people have been like saying to me u finaly quit that took to long. well i finaly see that now. i dont need to take any one shit that is going to bring me down. i want to live my life and such. that is ( Read more... )

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hahha ok break was mad long and boring because no other school had off other then westfield. so i had to deal with taging along wt mike and his girlfreind w/e got drunk and got to watch music videos on the televison. so it was good by the way u shuld all cheak out thenew locust video its sick and so is pig destroyers, gravedancer shits silly. what ( Read more... )

im bored and yes i spelled it right dicks. recording tomrrow work today shit my life is gay, i want to go out ande play but its blah out (nothng rymed) so yes i am particapating in the I LOVE MEGAH DAY or whatever its called bitches so yes

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Well, last night was COMPLETELY AMAZING, omg i had so much fucking fun. can u say repeat of last summer which seruesly would be awsome. i cgot to see the whole old crew again like steve, seth, liz, jess, brittany, meghan, alycia, fat joe, megahn drowned,diane, randy, beth and like wow others. i even saw people i havent seen in years like steph ( Read more... )