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Don't say you're sorry....
One person in particular is bugging me at work. Causing me major stress. She micro-manages and takes everything so seriously. She always seems like she doesn't believe I'm working hard enough. And then after being a jerk, she'll apologize and try to be nice but all I can think is "don't say you're sorry, just stop being such a bitch all the time ( Read more... ) -
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Since I've cut down the meds I'm dealing with a lot more anger and stress. Maybe this is what 'normal' feels like ( Read more... ) -
Pins and needles can be good
I stopped taking some of my prescriptions because I lost the scripts the doc gave me. At this point I think it's the best thing that's happened to me - I feel like a normal human being again, although I'm having the craziest dreams. Some stuff I can't even put into words ( Read more... ) -
Don't quit your day job... yet.
Yesterday Mouse said that he'd like us to get to a point where we could quit our day jobs and live off what we make from the band. We all brainstormed aloud about what that would take, and it basically came down to getting more exposure while continuing to put out more music and merch. Exposure from web sites, internet radio, in town and out of ( Read more... ) -
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I keep wondering why I haven't been creative lately. Today I think I figured it out - I'm just not inspired. At least I figured out what's wrong. -
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This morning, at 8:45am, my father passed away ( Read more... ) -
A band walk into a bar....
I've got my baby chick sitting my my shoulder. I am very much her "daddy" in her eyes. It's nice having her around.
Last night my band played at a local punk bar. I put everything I could into it, so much so that I felt like my body was going to give out near the end. It didn't help that we didn't play any of our slow songs. Still, I plan on playing ( Read more... ) -
Storytime
I believe depression is linked to an inability to learn from one's experiences. If I stay home and do nothing, I'm going to be lazy and lonely. If I go out and do things, I'm probably going to meet people and have new experiences. If I think it's difficult to get off the couch to go out and do something, it will be. It's my mind fucking with me. ( Read more... ) -
super human
I want to be the most intense. Beyond 100%. I want people to question whether or not we're human. Not just people off the street.
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Urgent message to the supreme overlord
the method is tainted ( Read more... )