I love it when people do not respond to your IMs. Makes me so happy to realize I am so wanted! Screw you all. With the few exceptions of some people. I hate it. No one is talking to me now so I figured that I would write in this. Yup! Ok I am done now. Peace.

I cannot sleep. This has been one odd weekend..fun but odd nontheless. I wish that I had some people here with me to share in my fun. Oh well. Its not THAT big of a deal, is it? I am loving my friends band, Faraway right now. Their music is the only thing that is making me happy at this moment. I think I feel like quoting them; "I can't wait ( Read more... )

So I was going to have a party last night. Only three people showed up..FUCK YOU ALL WHO DIDN'T! That really pisses me off. Especially when I buy things for them and they dick me over. I also think I am really getting sick and tired of school. I just don't care much anymore. Ok, I am done for now. I must go drink the alcohol other people ( Read more... )

I wish I knew how to feel. I wish I know what to feel. I wish I just knew a lot more about life..tomorrow is my last day of my summer class and I am kind of excited. I do not really know what to say but I am so lost in life..someone please find me!

No one is online right now for me to talk to so I am just going to type. I am so tired of not being able to sleep. I have way too much on my mind, well it is basically one thing... I am so tired of having to watch every single little thing I do as well. People piss me off so much!! I went to a show tonight, or last night rather. The days are ( Read more... )

ok this is just messed up..

i am going to hell

Today was an okay day. I am trying to update this as much as i can. Potatos.

Very interesting..

Maybe this is true..

Maybe not..

I am so confused. I habe one girl that seems to care about me a lot and another girl I care about so much..I think I love her. She is the type of girl that every guy dreams about. I honestly have no idea why I feel this way about her but I do. We have had so many conversations about us being "friends" and at the time that is okay with me. Now ( Read more... )