Writer's Block: Significant Change

Jun 07, 2009 23:05

Hell yeah. Makes me feel like shit too, because I know I can never be what he wants..a women.Grrr.
Strangely enough I still find myself trying to get his attention, and when he does acknowledge me I swear I feel HIGH...maybe thats why I never stop trying lol....
wow. im so weird haha

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mittendorfer June 8 2009, 13:16:36 UTC
Don't even get me started on that topic James. I have two best friends arguing over that very thing at this moment (your reply). It is doing my head in.

Myself, I could only ever be me. The boyfriend has to deal with that!

Generally I have crippling writers block which is also doing my head in - I have slash to be finish! Gah.

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mr_microcuts June 8 2009, 13:32:48 UTC
ohh yes.*Sigh*
Jesus!! Why does love have to be so complicated lol..actually I take it back, more like LIFE, or maybe its just mine? ( Im feeling like a silly emo kid today haha)

I can sympathize with you somewhat, I have MASSIVE art-block (im no writer im a painter :P )...
Just putting this out there, if ya ever need someone to get the ideas flowing im here! =P

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mittendorfer June 8 2009, 13:39:12 UTC
Massive block on everything. *frowns*

I'm an artist (mixed media) and photographer. I have not painted anything or taken a photograph for what feels like an age. Just feel blocked and withered. Slash writting was my one creative outlet and now that has gone and dried up too. *woe* Yes, all very EMO! Hopefully the general Muse squee/love going around since the tour announcement will give us a creative boost.

No it's not just your life James don't worry, believe me. Gah why can't the people we love just love us back? And accept us for who we are. Never quite works out like that. *emo*

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mr_microcuts June 10 2009, 13:48:34 UTC
Ooooo Do you attend Art school also!?
Im doing mixed media, and modern animation (cartoony drawings) along with some surreal painting classes =D, im a major art nerd haha.

n Sorry to hear about that, but yes, im sure with the tour coming up you will get inspired SOMEHOW, and I cant wait until I can read the results of it! mwhah!

I agree with what your saying....it truly is a shame!! *Bez emo with you*
Excuse me while I sulk in a corner and watch hullabaloo extras, maybe they will cheer me up lol.

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numberoneuno June 8 2009, 15:58:29 UTC
Hey Hon, is this the person we had a bit of a pervy convo about before? If it is, then you're breaking my heart here. If it isn't, then am still reaching out to you with hugs.

I've been there of course. I wonder if there are ppl out there who've never let need for a certain someone make them be things and do things they would never advise another person to do? For me, it didn't work of course. Nothing made a difference.

Sorry you're still suffering from painters-block. I have the opposite at the moment but for writing. What's that called? Writers' diarrhoea? I have at least 3 different fics running through my head at the moment, but ansolutely no time to actually type the words. Frustration of a completely different type. :(

take care Hon
xx

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mr_microcuts June 10 2009, 13:40:41 UTC
sadly yes :(
But I cant help it!! LOL, its kind'a funny in a sick, twisted sorta way...

And thank you, actually talking about my art-block usually helps me overcome it, and I always welcome others ideas..so if you ever have any,,,please feel free to message me *smiles!* and maybe I can `borrow`some of yours heh heh.

Writers' diarrhea? are you planning on posting any of this!? You just made me so excited because the other day I come across a story called fury(I think) and it was by you and I LOVED LOVED LOVED it :D.

Play nice.
Jamie

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numberoneuno June 11 2009, 21:43:10 UTC
I can see that it helps to cope when you laugh at your situation, but its not sick or twisted to fall in love my dear. The fact that it's someone who doesn't / can't return the feeling doesn't make it any less real or less intense or less painful. It just makes it more hopeless and more sad. Much as I want the other person to suddenly realise that he's in love with you and that he always has been, I guess we can label that one a pipe dream for now. So the next best thing I can think of is to hope that you date other people and maybe someday find someone fabulous to replace him in your affections (although I suspect you'll always have a soft spot for him ( ... )

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mr_microcuts June 12 2009, 14:21:36 UTC
Indeed it does! I always find myself 'laughing' it off in any situation really, even if laughing probably isnt the appropriate thing to do...

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