Comments | mr_tapeworm: Venting.....

mr_tapeworm

Venting.....

Dec 21, 2003 23:46

Why do you always find a way to ruin the day? Does it make you happy to use small yet very hurtfull remarks to cut me down! You know the outcome will always be the same, I'll get to the boiling point then just before exploding, run away and hide, hang my head and feel that my life is not worth living! When I say something, why do you always have to ( Read more... )

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suitepee43 December 21 2003, 22:40:29 UTC

God Dave that's so sad. I'm so sorry you feel such pain, and wish I could do more to help take it away. You deserve a happy, better relationship than this. One day maybe you'll find it.
*hugs tightly*

suitepee43 December 21 2003, 23:26:45 UTC

Or maybe one days she'll come to her senses and love you again. Whatever happens, I hope you find happiness soon.

shamaness420 December 22 2003, 11:05:25 UTC

I dont know your situation,but it does remimnd me when I was with my boys father. We got together when we were 16 and were togethere till the age of 22. We managed to be without kids till I turned 18, well when our first baby came along the problems started. I had always trusted him blindly. He started a friendship with this girl, and i was devastated. Nothing ever happened, but just knowing he prefered to put his trust in her tore me apart. Things were never the same. When we parted ways, the next time I saw him after that was ina a coffin. If its a trust issue, and you were the one at fault, you have to earn the trust back, and that could be one of the hardest things you will ever do. You will have to endure many a toungue lashing and endure a never ending stream of hurtful words. Do what you need to do, but not at the risk of your own happiness, life is too short and to precious to waste.

??? mr_tapeworm December 22 2003, 12:20:37 UTC

well thanks for all the advice...I honestly don't remember writing this!

Re: ??? suitepee43 December 22 2003, 14:27:03 UTC

You don't? You asked me to read it this morning.:-) It's brilliant as usual. The "dragging my naked body over broken glass...." part is so good!
Take care babes

Re: ??? mr_tapeworm December 23 2003, 05:54:05 UTC

hmmm, that was probably "this morning" for you...but I still don't remember writing it, sometimes I get so stressed, I block out alot of things, and candy coat it with anything that can make me happy! That's probably a dumb thing to do, but it helps me!