Sometimes, all you want is to not feel lonely. To have someone share your suffering. We all need to feel like someone understands us. Thats one thing I know I need ( Read more... )

 You know people are destined to die. It's written into our DNA: an expiration date. The way I see it, you can die slow or in a car crash.  Anything in between could probably fit into one of those classifications. People never understand what other's do until they have time to reflect. Often, by the time we realize how much was given, it's much too ( Read more... )

 I just had my second prom. Wonderful. I love Jackie.

November 20 12:09 am            I love you so much my heart could explode!
November 20 12:16 am            I will always do things for you. You are very very welcome my dear!
November 20 12:25 am            AWW! That is what I call sweet! Sweet dreams my snugglebear cutebutt <#
November 20 8:18 pm              Adam oh Adam. I love you!
November 21 11: ( Read more... )

Desparation and admeration

Its not fair how muc I love her but its not reciprocale. I want to only be her only one. Is that so much to ask? I look at her and expect things...IE-her to look back. Instead, you treat me like an idiot. I ask you all these things and you just give one word responses. That’s no where near what I consider a conversation.  ( Read more... )

Jill wants a big brother
Brooke wants my full attention

Kyle wants to party
Marc wants to chill

Jesse wants to talk
Dave wants to skate

Adam wants JackieAny questions?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qyXFN4ocN_o&NR=1

It can always be worse.

In South America, Land of Enchantment, we could be wading in a river where tiny fish will swimup Tyler's urethra ( Read more... )

We could stay here tonight or maybe forever and no one has to know... JP

Damn, I'd like to say my new picture is pretty hoTT.  I can barely keep my eyes off of me.  Im so tired as of now, im dizzy. I just spent the last couple of hours apply for loans and doing all this fin. aid shit.  It make me see how im getting older. I have my own checking, ( Read more... )

I feel restored now.  Hours ago I felt like I was sinking, now after one conversation I'm feeling alright.  When i got out of the shower i realized something: Jackie is my other half.  She came into my life at the perfect time- call it fate.  I feel like i developed slower than all the other kids so I needed a girlfriend who I could grow up with ( Read more... )

I feel empty like theres a hole. Fuck sins, they apply to those who choose a conformist life following the authority a indifferent and in all likeihood invisible deity ( Read more... )