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Down the street there's this Lebanese Cafe.  For the longest time I've been trying to check them out, but everytime I feel in the mood for the middle east they come up with some lame excuse for why they can't deliver to me--mostly that the delivery guy wasn't there today.  The other day I was cravin' something lamb-alicious so I stopped in the ( Read more... )

The weather has been ridiculous these past few days.  Ridiculously awesome ( Read more... )

I've been listening to Jim Steinman songs and playing old video games for the past several hours ( Read more... )

Hello,    I know but things you've ( Read more... )

Boredom always seems to lead to paranoia.  Paranoia always seems to find a way to validate itself ( Read more... )

Walking home was long.  I needed to think and I needed something long and dramatic, something symbolic to pass the new year.  Things like that always help.  Walking is always a time to think.  You snap into a pace and you lose track of time.  Between drunkeness and exhaustion your mind slowly vibrates toward malleability.  The colder it gets the ( Read more... )

At work we've got this new sattelite radio reciever to play music throughout the store. It's set to a station that plays nothing but love songs. At least once a day I hear this really depressing Luther Vandross song about his dead father. If I hear it twice in the same day I bet I'll start crying ( Read more... )

I guess Christmas is as meaningful a time as any to make a post so that is what I'll do ( Read more... )

Things have been odd. Then again, perhaps its simply through the frame of this moment that things have seemed odd. I vacillate between a state of fuck-it-all insanity and some sort of conformity. It is impossible to explain correctly from within either state and perhaps impossible to comprehend from within the structure at all. I am limited to ( Read more... )