Nothingness.
hmm.
So I guess I really havent accepted the fact that my father is gone.
Like, emotionally.
When I think of him, I block out his death.
And when my mother told me that when I went to say goodbye,
that he couldnt understand me, that he had already been "clinically braindead"
for two weeks BEFORE we stopped treatment, that shit didnt help at all.
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So I guess I really havent accepted the fact that my father is gone.
Like, emotionally.
When I think of him, I block out his death.
And when my mother told me that when I went to say goodbye,
that he couldnt understand me, that he had already been "clinically braindead"
for two weeks BEFORE we stopped treatment, that shit didnt help at all.
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truthfully i wouldnt listen to what you mom said. doesnt matter if your braindead. i had a friend in a coma and he heard everything said to him and remembered it when he woke up.
your dad heard. regardless if he was on life support. so you know what i believe in sprits and i dont want to hear it if you dont. but im sure he was there and heard everything you said. and im sure he still hears everything you say.
aaron talks a little bit about your dad. and well im sure he is proud of you no matter you mistakes youve made.
its hard to deal with death. ive just dealt with my own grandfathers recently and hes been dead for about nine years or so. *shrugs* but whatever. just cheer up. your dad loved you.
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