1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth full sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
5. Don't search around for the coolest book you can find. Use what's actually nearest to you.

"He glanced at the window."

Don't ask.

I can't look through your things anymore. Your art makes me sick. It's what I wish I could do. It's only money that's holding me back...if I wait till next year it will help a little. In college, I think things will make much more sense...if I can afford to end up there. I can't wait till I'm older just so I can say "Oh, that's nothing. That's just ( Read more... )

I'm such a boring person sometimes.

Last night I had a dream I held a gun to my stomach.
If the body needs to bleed, it will bleed.

How Romantic.

This morning I took the painstakingly long SATs. Alex Farhadi was there. Oh jesus.

keep3r0fxhearts: holy shit i just walked in on my brother!! lmfao
x x x ratS: doing what??!
keep3r0fxhearts: lets just say...his g/f is over

Take Her ( Read more... )

I need you more than anything.

They should call this LIEJournal, or ATTENTIONWHOREJournal.

I'm so cold. Literally. Not like the Crossfade song that I change the lyrics to every time I hear it o make it semi-accurate.
Speaking of music, I've decided I like Stabbing Westward.

It's so goddamned freezing in my basement...

Dairy Queen called me today to welcome me to reality.
REALLY FUCKING SWEET of them.

I've been sleeping sort of better, only because I've been forcing myself.

I can't wait for the sun to come back out so I can retire the hoodies and break out the nice rack.

Three cheers for double meanings.

Bye.

The I-Write-So-Much-Stuff-But-I-Can't-Let-People-See-It-Though-I-Don't-Really-Care-Anymore-I-Just-Want-Something-To-Show-For-My-Art frustration has hit me again today. Hard.

Take away my thinking muscles. I want to just be.

ATTENTION WHORE.

...those are the words that hurt the most,
used together ot separately...I actually wrote a lot more to that and was going to anonymously post in appropriately in someone's journal but decided against it ( Read more... )

If this is what it takes, just to lie with my mistakes,
and live with what I did to you, all the hell I put you through.......

Sorry.
Me and Heather talked it out and we're back on the same page.

I've just felt so left out.
...another reason I didn't roll down the hill last night.

I'm sick of you guys treating me like I'm some kid of bad kid when I'm not ( Read more... )