Anyone who knows me knows that i am the actual grinch....no contest about it..i hate christmas music,food,dancing,laughing,presents, any type of merryment at all.. And the reason for this.....my godforsaken mother...she always blows all these things waaaaay out of perportion. From the nonstop jingle bell toon playing in our house to the inevitable ( Read more... )

So lately all iv managed to do is spend money...on myself and christmas gifts and going to the keg once in awhile. thats about it.
andrea im really happy for you about the bf thing. :)

ok so just sitting around being bored....can't decide what to do so im just going to type in my journal. Its been awhile since i wrote in here and basically my life has taken another 180. Somehow i've managed to get over my hatered of quite a few people and i am managing to move on with my life. I have a new bf who is the sweetest man alive and im ( Read more... )

I think the most valuable thing ive realized is that even though every one of the fags i know are moody, sarcastic, bitchy, ect... Deep down we are all looking for the same thing..acceptance within the gay community and love from a great bf. Its just to bad we all fight and stumble over each other attempting to gain these things ( Read more... )

OK so yeah you would think that people could at least be civilized...ok so maybe not. I went to 702 last night and everyone that was supposed to show ended up ditching. And of course who happens to be there..? But nick saurum..and his group of trash ( Read more... )

lonely again....:( i hate being jealous...it hurts me..makes me feel all gross inside...and the thing is i promised myself i wasn't going to let myself get into this trend again..its so hard to even think about it ( Read more... )

Im sick of men.. their is only one that i want. he is flawless, perfect, everyone else has great flaws of either character or physically, the only thing wrong is that he lives so far away, he promised to come back for me..and i know it can't happen immediatly..but i want it to.. im all alone here, i thought maybe i could find someone who could take ( Read more... )

Pics of me

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So yeah ....being bored...i guess were not going to the Meg o'mally's drag party..:( which is kind of a dissapointment. I decided to stop by hot flicks with david lol who is my fag stag. So we walk in and of course they card me..which i think is stupid. Im obviously not like 12. Anyways we walk around and look at everything and over all ...it ( Read more... )

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