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mrchuck

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Jun 28, 2004 13:14

I really wish things could have gone differently. I wish they could have gone more smooth. I'm sorry I did it the way I did. I guess that it doesn't really matter now, just that it had to be done. I couldn't go on the way we were going. Niether of us was happy. You being away had nothing to do with it. Theres a lot more I have to say but not ( Read more... )

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_____emergency June 28 2004, 23:45:21 UTC

by any chance is there a check from edd in what you're sending me?

mrchuck June 29 2004, 00:12:16 UTC

I don't know, I didn't open any of them. It will be in the mail tomorrow though.

So a smoker and a drinker huh? I remember when you said that you would never do those again because they were disgusting. I'm sorry I don't want argue about anything, but seriously that stuff never did you ANY good. If you're not going to go door to door like you're supposed to to witness, then how is smoking and drinking going to help you witness one on one, or with your actions? I just don't want you to fall back to what has been. Even if you don't go 51/50 like you did through high school, you're going to regret it.

Just because we're not together doesn't mean I can't challenge you to be a better person.

_____emergency June 29 2004, 00:59:40 UTC

thats good that you dont want to argue because what i do is no longer your concern. & i remember when you told me you loved me & that you'd always be here for me. i guess people change huh?

mrchuck June 29 2004, 03:35:34 UTC

Well if your actions aren't my concern anymore then so be it. I remember saying I love you, and what you don't know is that I still do. But we are just too different. I remember promises, and those promises being broken at least 3 times that you admitted to. So hey I guess if something happens three times thats just the way its going to be. If you "break edge" three times you must not be meant to be edge. If thats the case then theres no reason for me to want to be with you and be able to trust you since you can promise one thing, decide to change your mind, go behind my back and do things that I thought you were never going to do again, and lie to my face about it. If you've done it three times I don't see how there is any chance of you actually keeping a promise. I tried. That night at shannon's I should have left you puking in the bathroom. That night at brandon's I should have left you to find a ride home. I should have done those things but I didn't cause I had hope. But you killed that hope. I still can't go a day ( ... )

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