People are the essence that helps define our very identity, and yet I still dont understand why? What makes me concieve the thought of people determining the way my day turns out. People lie, they cheat, and steal just to help themselves. I dont understnad it, why I put so much trust in to something so vunerable. "Have I lost myself", I ask this ( Read more... )

Just when I found the reason to keep believing, I lost it. I have lost myself, I remember of a time when things were not so competative and complicated, but it seems as if now tomarrow is only a minute away. I have realized that I am not the person I once was, the rougish skater was me and I have become nothing more than another person I dont get ( Read more... )

It comes a time when you realize that things are bound to happen, in honor of the phrase "shit happens life goes on" I dedicate my life to. This expression I live my life by, and not because its a rebellious term but because cures the section of myself that is sick, helps me determine whats next, what can I do to leave my trade mark? I ask myself ( Read more... )

A turn of a page is an expression of my life, I work all day just to come home to a bed and I sleep all nite to wake up the next morning to work all day again to get paid at the end of the week in wich I use the money to make it through the next week. I really dont get this, is it really supose to be like this? What ever happened to having fun? It ( Read more... )

Welp im tired I hoped to do something tonite but I dont think anyone wanted to hang out with me.So that sucks but I dont care im pretty tired anyways.These past couple of months have flew by, and truthfully I hope they keep flyin on bye cause im tired of things and habbits. I guess stuff gets old after a while, and so do people sometimes. I think ( Read more... )

Well Im tired, just got off....Of work that is I know what you are thinking....Hmm what to say what to say...? Well this week has been ok....I havnt done to much of anything lately just sat here and worked the rest of the time...I havnt ate nothing today so that sucks...Well im gone ...later

Well I worked today, it is pretty hard work, I just kinda cant find any will power any more to get anything done. I just work but not much else. This week I have been trying to push myself to work faster. I use anger to push the pain out, when you get pissed off enough you can endure more physical pain, but it really sucks emotionally. I havnt ( Read more... )

I came by to get my things ( Read more... )

WEll my weekend was alrite, I worked saterday and saterday nite I partied with a bunch of old friends..I broke up with Bonnie today, come to find out she cheated on me with jake and aaron but I dont care I mean I do but I just cant take it anymore..She used me to get what she wanted not money just a feeling of security, so she feels like she has ( Read more... )

Well I have realized time is nothing more than just another figment of this unrelavent world, its is nothing more nor nothing less. People say you only have one life to live so savior it, I on the othere hand believe also that you only have one life to live but under different circumstances more like dont savior it by doning the best possable ( Read more... )