Welp today was alrite and I guess things are doing ok....I hate not being able to sleep..I cant ever get to bed until around 4 or 5 in the morning then have to wake yp around 7 so yea that sucks a dick....Me and Bonnie went to church and shit to day....She really pissed me off to day ....I hate going to church and it seems as if she wanted me to be ( Read more... )

Welp I havnt been doing much hear lately just hanging with the homies and being with my beautiful Bonnie....Welp I dont know what I am going to do this weekend I think Im just gonna goto josephs ....Might goto a party or something if there is one ....Go raise some hell and have a good time ....Its been a while since I have done anything like that ( Read more... )

Welp, I havnt been up to much lately....Just praticing all the time and the rest of the time im with bonnie and working....I sure do love her, she has taken that big void spot in my heart away...I guess I dont feel lonely or sad all the time ne more....Hell I hardly ever need artifical happiness...Shes all the happyness I need....And my friends ( Read more... )

well, brian ( Read more... )

the end

Welp I have had a wonderful weekend, me and Joseph played, I saw Bonnie every day this week....I dont know, I just had one of the best weekends ever...Hell I dont even remember getting drunk all weekend ...Ive been tryin to stop that stuff, me and joseph are gonna quit I guess...We have to for a while kinda get shit straight...But with beer or not ( Read more... )

to live and not to breathe ( Read more... )

dearly beloved, are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying
are we demented?
Or am i disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure
oh therapy, can you please fill the void?
Am i retarded?
Or am i just overjoyed?
Nobody's perfect and i stand accused
for lack of a better word and that's my best excuse

Welp everything is going wonderful, I have everything I could ever want....I got a band, a job, Bonnie, and REAL true friends...Im kinda glad things are going this way....Its kinda unusual, I dont know just never been happy...Maybe for short periods of time but I have been happy lately....Im not gonna fuck everything up....I dont have much to say ( Read more... )

Is it my imagination ( Read more... )