When I am really, really wiggy I need to remember to eat.  Because I won't.  And then I get supreme-o crazy because I'm starving.

So after a morning of wanting to go catatonic, I feel human again.  Why? A delicious reuben sammich that I ate so quickly I almost made myself sick.  Whee!

Patterns and Characteristics of Codependence

Denial Patterns:
I have difficulty identifying what I am feeling.
I minimize, alter or deny how I truly feel.
I perceive myself as completely unselfish and dedicated to the well being of others.

Low Self Esteem Patterns:
I have difficulty making decisions.
I judge everything I think, say or do harshly, ( Read more... )

Tonight I got off of work, and while I wasn't truly unhappy I wasn't too enthused about my evening.  No plans, I just wanted to go to bed and stop thinking ( Read more... )

And his freakin pigisus.  Flying fucking pigs?!  What?
Hate you so hard. 

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I love eyes.  I love staring into them.  I love watching light refract off of irises ( Read more... )

You know I'm out of sorts when I put on George and start baking. 

Fu is amazing.  He makes me feel so very happy. I smile, I giggle, I bounce... he makes me laugh till I shoot edamame into my martini glass. He smiles at me knowingly, like he knows who I am inside and is patientily waiting for me to realize it. 
I love that man. 
 

Stoned out of my gourd.  I will sleep tonight ( Read more... )

Good morning, LJ ( Read more... )