The email of the list I wrote about ppl I don't talk to anymore not the reasons why Aimee should not talk to them but my own reasons. and bellow this entry is the most recent email I sent to Aimee
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I told five people in total. Three of them weren't told what was written, all I said was that it was list and it was a shitty judgemental thing for you to do. I didn't give details. I gave a disclaimer to each person I told and said this was between you and me. You went and told the whole world, with your side of things right after redeeming every bad thing you said. This letter was a stupid thing to write in the first place. Posting it for the whole world to see is even dumber. By the way, the people I actually talked to about this already knew what you thought of them. That's why I told them and not someone else. I wasn't out to change anyone's opinion of you. You did that just now. Anyway, you know I'm sorry. I already wrote you. I think these two entries are spiteful and nothing is gained from that. Let it out in the open, though. I don't care. It's easier.
Aimee you shouldn't have told those five in the first fucking place...look I don't like any second hand story telling (like I told alex v.) so if you werent' going to tell, the person you told is going to tell so I'm starting it and stopping it here that's all, if you told ppl and I'm pretty sure you would have, it would have been worse cause from one word comes five, so all you have to tell them to do is read this goddamn childish livejournal entry and nothing would be misunderstood.
I know I shouldn´t have told, but I was angry, just like you were when you did this. I told my perspective on this to five people, you told yours to over 70. 14 times more than I did. What about the half-truths in this? Shit, I´ve been friends with Monique since 6th grade, since before I was friends with Edgar. And about him, he liked me since before he´d even met her. He wasn´t being shallow so don´t put those thoughts in people´s minds. This was presumptuous.
I was being rash when I told people. Later on, I even tried to clarify with Edgar some. You´ve had more than two weeks to think about this, to be rational. So what´s your excuse for it now? I´m not a shit-talker. I´m fucking human. Take a look at yourself, and I´m pretty sure you´d see the same thing. There was no reason to make this public. I made a mistake, and you made it 14 times worse.
Aimee you know me, you know me well so wouldn't you think I would have had two weeks to think of this and rationalize this in my head and I did. The fact is I just got tired of it Aimee I got tired of it, so rather it be heard second hand I just put it out there...who cares, I mean cmon everybody knew in the first place, it's like reading a book then seeing the movie or hearing two diff versions of a song....so it's not such a big deal since everybody knew anyway, so stop making a big deal about it. People knew about the letter so why so shocking I just let everybody read it end of story. I thought about it for two weeks ok two weeks before I did this and I thought about it and I just got tired so I did this. And I know the story about him Aimee, I was told before remember or you forgot about that also, I know all these stories so I do know what I"m talking about don't let ppl think that I don't know what the hell I'mt talking about. I'm not stupid we both know that.
hey john, yeah I kept on forgetting to give it to patrick since he sees you more but more then likely in a few weeks I'll have a lot more time to hang out.
I kept on waiting for you to talk to me the first time edgar, I'm more then likely not going to go to hastings at six but when ever you see me you can I've been waiting since you told me you needed to on the 31st
hahahahhahahaha wow. damn goodbar i admire ur guts and willingnes to say the things u really think, but why send it on email to just one person? why didnt you just say it out? aimee is right, half the people do know what u think. anyhow admiration is there none the less.
Cause the point was that they heard things about this list, they heard words from this list not my words but words that got passed down so here are my words clear as fucking day so they can know what I really said, wether it be good or bad it's what I feel, my words and that's all.
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I was being rash when I told people. Later on, I even tried to clarify with Edgar some. You´ve had more than two weeks to think about this, to be rational. So what´s your excuse for it now? I´m not a shit-talker. I´m fucking human. Take a look at yourself, and I´m pretty sure you´d see the same thing. There was no reason to make this public. I made a mistake, and you made it 14 times worse.
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