My bestfriend is stupid...MY BESTFRIEND IS STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm tired right now, hurting never hurt this good and thinking never made me this crazy. Never thought these thoughts would seep through.

I wanted to make one of those heart post were I just spill my heart out but I decided not to...I cut my hair though and I miss it, I miss it alot.

Feel special Amanda elise cause this goes out to you ( Read more... )

I'm tired of everybody, I'm going to be a recluse for while cause I"m scared of blowing up at the ppl that are fucking liars and backstabbers and just plain fucking stupid ass morons that live thiers lives in dazes of bullshit and patheticness.

I asked to borrow a dvd from my nephew and he told me no. He said his mother told him not to lend me anything anymore. Just goes to show how family is a great thing around here.

So things are soppose to get hard before they get better. I hope they're right, cause right now it's pretty scary at how hard it's going to be...at how hard it's been. It's lonely staying at my moms apt and hot..she's gone all day and when I'm not working I have no contact to the outside world and it would be ok if I could enjoy myself but I ( Read more... )

I've been trying to catch up on live journal and going back pages and pages I've realized that it's all the same on going bullshit, the drama the hidden meanings, the things ppl do with even knowing, but yet I keep on comming back. Boredom really does make ppl dumber. So my fuse I guess, my tolerance for ppl has been getting shorter as the days ( Read more... )

I'm not too much of a fan of LiveJournal fighting I think it's bullshit. Anyway how old are you guys 22 and 23 don't you think it's kind of sad fighting over screens and badly I might add. You really don't have any valid points, and all I see the reasons for you going this far is just a disliking towards her and me. Oh no!! Sorry I don't talk to ( Read more... )

I don't know why but I'm becoming insecure and I'm not one for being insecure but I feel myself being very weak so my mind lets stupid insecurities seep in, body wise and friend wise. I think I don't belong anymore in the groups I felt comfortable in, like I'm being ignored cause I'm too fat or not goodlooking enough or cause I don't have enough ( Read more... )