seriously im not looking foward to being foe tee ears old.....making foe tee bucks an hour.....with foe tee kids to feed...i really dont want to see the year 20 foe tee.....foe tee foe tee foe tee!

She asked me why I write such weird things..she asked why I was so sad ( Read more... )

I wondered why I never killed her. Taking so long to do the job and it hasn't come to mind why I haven't done it yet..do I like the sex, like her mouth, the way she touches me, the way she smells. She should of been dead along time ago I guess I'm the one that should be killed. Getting weak is never good...God is not who he should be.

She didn't come home last night...I should have left to go look for her. She probably crashed and was laughing as it was happening. I guess I can't argue..I'm happy in my misery and if missing her hurts I deserve it. I've always known one of us would die early, wished it would've been me ( Read more... )

Cine El Rey

April 20th

7pm

$6

Girl in a Comma (austin)
Cosmo Girl,
Walk The Graves
SilverLined Tragedy
The Apple In The Tree
A Single Breath.

Incubator

April 28th

8pm

$5

Dignan,
The Young Maths,
The Citys,
They Mean Us,
Great Northern Guns
Melissa Carver

...And Remember GoodBar Loves

To who ever cares I've beein signing off from ppl and to this thing with the words .See you at my funeral. well how I wish that time was now. Anyways back to reality.

I've become aware that my lj has become depressing as of late...well isn't that sad.

.See you at my funeral.

You know it's not soppose to hurt like this,not anymore it's not. I don't even know why I think like this and I don't know when all this is going to end. Sometimes I breath and my chest hurts, my lungs hurt...I'm too old for this, haha....god I'm going crazy aren't I?? Loosing it, loosing something I just don't know what it is. I just feel lost ( Read more... )

I'm in this state of mind right now and I've been in it for a while..replaying memories and old feelings and new feelings and lost feelings and all I'm feeling is tired is so many different ways. I have no time for things I don't even have enough time to breath. I can't take her out on a date or even go out to eat. It's my choice everything is ( Read more... )

I should be lying down right now, or that's what I want to do. I've been extremely sad for a long while now and I know I shouldn't be but I am. It's raining outside and it's cold, we all know that but Bright Eyes makes it so much better but alot sadder at the same time. Soo I just want to lay in bed and cry or attempt to cry but since I don't ( Read more... )

I've been staying up till 5/6/7 in the morning and I've been watching this show around 430 am...it's like this Anime type of cartoon, think of powerrangers but the dinosours are like these five lions and they turn into this one guy ofcourse...and they go around the universe saving worlds and shit and they fight this prince wich is purple and it's ( Read more... )