Just. . .thoughts 3 hrs before I wake up.

[mrhaagis]

Not sure if anybody reads this anymore. Not even sure if I should give my thoughts the form of words. Here goes

Comments

[roxynecro]

I had an inkling that at least someone was pissed off. I felt bad at the time and still do BUT (always one, isn't there?) I weighed what was my top priority at the time and I did what I felt I should have. It was most certainly NOT an easy decision. I didn't go hang out with Dave, I didn't do stuff with my friends at Oakland. I did have a good reason. And now that time passes it was still a good reason to me. It was a tough decision but it was lose-lose; I couldn't come out doing the right thing either way, and if things had gone differently that day I wouldn't have had to chose and unfortunately chose against seeing you guys and seeing him. I am sorry that I did not see him off. I really am. If you want to talk about it, we can by all means. But not here. As for being "man enough" to talk to me face to face, I look at it this way: as I have aged and matured (a little bit, but let's not go overboard. Taints are still funny, so is Beavis and Butthead, so is Mars farting, so is making fun of the French Denis Leary style "

[xisukatguitarx]

Listen up, RYAN

Your a good person,and you have to realize; you're 19 years old, you got a long way to go, keep ur ass in college for whatever it takes you want to be. Get ur shit in order, and then see where you are, come on now, Don't say you'll never be married or have kids, yeah it takes a lot of responsibility, but you are also a person that has a lot of potential and can reach for those things if you really want them. So dont get down anymore, keep your head up and just keep moving forward.