So alot has happened to me the last week. I fell for a guy, he screwed me over and left me a mess. That was yesterday. Today is so much better. It's a life lesson. I think i might take a break from guys. If anybody is adding that makes number 4. I hope their is enough guys left by second semester. Oh well, i love my girls and they have helped me ( Read more... )

I just want to say that i am feeling great. I needed time, and i got it. Last night for the first night i didn't cry. I attended a concert from 7 till 9, then poker from 11-4. I actually stayed in the game. I was so shocked. It was pretty fucking sweet when i knocked Nate out. Eric came back from the party and helped me out. I spent some time ( Read more... )

Tonight i cried for the third day in a row. Tonight, however, it ended. All my troubles should of been washed away with my tears, but sadly they haven't. It will take some time to get over what has happened. I know i will have alot of explaining to do in the future. I guess i am back in the dating world. For all you lucky gentlemen out there. ( Read more... )

I made a stupid mistake on Saturday night and i admit it. I can't, however, promise i won't ever make that mistake again. I promise though, i will take an alternative route, a less dangerous, less deadly journey. I had FUN, so there!

I guess i should update for all those fans of mine. I am juggling myspace, facebook, xanga and this livejournal. I am just giving a fair warning that i won't be updating alot. School is still pretty cool. I studied my ass off today and even went to a tutor tonight for math. I spent some time watching a movie with Nate, got a really awesome massage ( Read more... )

( PICS FINALLY! )

I have been pondering college life so far, and have come to the conclusion i never want to leave. I have never felt so loved and cherished. I feel appreciated, respected and dignified. I cleaned my room today and people stopped by constantly just to say hello. Jessica made a slideshow of the group JAMMBLE. It is really cool, with music in the ( Read more... )

I am sorry i haven't update lately. I have been really busy with school and Labor day weekend. I went with jessica to reynolds, illinois up by the Quad Cities. I finally visited Iowa. Anyway on Friday we saw this christian rock band Micheal W. Smith and on Saturday we saw Salvador. The concerts were pretty exciting and i enjoyed watching jess sign ( Read more... )

I don't really know how to explain what a wonderful time i have been having these last couple of days. We have had many spontaneous movie nights in the lounge with our R.A. Megan is cool, and i love her. She really has helped me come out of my shell. She even took me to this dance club/bar on friday night. Her and the other cool R.A. Jackie let me ( Read more... )

Well its more like i just hooked up. wink wink. It's okay i am looking for fun not a relationship. I am seriously having the time of my life. I have liked slept little. I have been to walmart to many freaking times. Jeff might be coming over to stay and that would be cool. The guys are hott, the girls are even hotter. LOL. Look's like i will not be ( Read more... )