One step forward and 8 steps back.

[mrjack]

Birthdays always tend to suck for me. I don't know why but it's been tradition for several years. My life seems to have suble up and drastic downs. This down slope is probably the most drastic so far. It started of Friday of last week, the return home from band camp. Band camp itself was very stressful and I was looking for a nice break. Maybe

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[crimsonredsnow]

::smiles slightly through teary eyes::
andrew i love you soo much. probably more than you could ever imagine.
i hope you never try that again though..
i'm not gunna go through a huge lecture on how cutting is bad. cause then id be kinda hypocritical..
i'm glad that you didn't do anything too extreme. i dont know what i'd do with out you.
well.. i think i should stop before i completely break down crying.
but i want you to know i'm always here for you if you need someone to talk to.

love you lots,
jen

[gregisyourgod]

I read that whole thing.. and I can't even begin to imagine how you must feel man..

i hope you feel better man.

[mrjack]

This is the longest message I have ever written besides the principals of communism one. That one didn't count.

[telethons]

Hi. I didn't know it was your birthday,and I'm sorry it was bad.

I know we haven't talked about anything really important basically ever, but we can sometime if you want. 248 299 1883

<3

love ya man!

[tainted_kitten]

i love u man, and i'm sorry me and keegans problems got dumped on u, that was never my intentions, i didn't mean to make u feel that way. what day was ur birthday!?!? happy birthday man. fuck cate shes a slut. and i'm so sorry about kristy! u know i'm here for u and i tried alittle to cheer u up. at least u got out of the house for like 30 mins the other day and saw me and keegan. maybe wasn't the best visit but better than being alone. ur loved man. here is my cell number if u want to ever get ahold of me, 248-807-0408. i'll pretty much have it with me all the time. i hope things go up and i'll try my best to help. bye bye love jen

Re: love ya man!

[mrjack]

Jeebus, everytime I see your icon it makes me so sad. Just look at it.. it's all sad like.

Re: love ya man!

[tainted_kitten]

its emo man LOL