10:02 February 14th 2006.

I remember.

Someday I'll forget.

I hope it hits you one day.

And I pray to God that it hurts like hell.

I gave it all.

You took it all.

I cant wait till you fall.

I'm colder now, but protected.

10:02 February 14th 2006.

I remember.

Someday I'll forget.....

I hate that I cant tell anyone. because I have no one to tell. I guess some problems are best left secret.

So I figure I should update so I dont get weird looks like I did at frisbee if I run into any of you. Rachel and I are dating now. People kinda asked me when I was holding her in the hot tub after. But yeah, we are. have been for about a week now. She is funny, cute, and treats me really well. I really like her. Honestly its kinda weird, it ( Read more... )

So I said I would up date about warped tour and I am. So flat out, it was effin awesome, no way to really explain it. My ears are still kinda ringing. Moshing is the most exhausting thing in the world ( Read more... )

so Im about to get ready to leave to go to Warped Tour. Im not gonna lie, Im excited. Ive never been able to go in the past couple of years, so this is the first one Im going to. Im going with Vicki's boyfriend Jeremy. I think I have talked to him once before. Kinda random I know, but I needed someone to go with and so did he, so whatever. ( Read more... )

so Rachel is wicked cool. Went and played frisbee at midnight at shaiwasee (sp?) park last night. then watched a movie at my place till like 2:30. Even after she went home we talked online till like 3 something. Is it going somewhere? I dont know, we will see. but she is fun, and i havent had that in a long time. And she dosent seem like she ( Read more... )

so gotta a bit of a dilemma on my hands. Met this girl, Rachel, she is cool. She was at frisbee for all you who were there. Apparently she likes me a little, and like I said she seems really cool, but Im not gonna lie, Im a little (no make it a lot) apprehensive about moving anything forward with her. A: I dont want to make her a rebound. thats ( Read more... )

Well Im back, from my 11 day vacation spree. Canada was sweet. Hung with Molly, Natalie Paparldo (sp?) and her boy friend Brian, Jenni Masters and her boyfriend Dennis. It was a blast. Sat around, drank, played "I never" for like 3 hours, went in lake Erie, much fun was had. Sucked that I had to split early ( Read more... )

sometimes I wonder why I call some people my friends. I hate being laughed at, especially behind my back. I hate being made fun of, because I had my heart broken and it still hurts. I hate the fact that some of the ones doing the pointing and laughing are people I call my friends. Most of all I hate that I care so much about what others think ( Read more... )

So, got back last night from a crazy road trip to Canada. Jake, Jorge and I decided to go to canada so we left Saturday at like noon. once we got to canada we figured we would go camping out side of toronto. Turns out all the places to camp were full. so we drove around for a wile till we found a motel in down town toronto and stayed there. ( Read more... )