Ok here is the damned update

[mrjoker]

Ok.... I feel like shit..... Nothing new I know. BUT! You whom know me know that this is bad. I cried. I actually hurt so bad that I have cried. I went to wal-mart to grocery shop and had to sit down 2 times because I could not take it. Today I dont ache I hurt. I just finished a 'roid treatment and I am already in the shitter. What a damned day

Comments

[haunteddown]

How about a friday then? or better yet, why don't you look at your calender and tell me when a good day would be for you.
sorry you feel like shit. let me know if you want me to come over with my frying pan and hit you over the head.

[mrjoker]

I will look, What exactly r u planning on doing to me? Or dare I ask?

Yeah, Come and wail on me with a honda, just make me oblivious to this pain. I hate to say it but I need Pain meds. BAD. I was given some but they dont work:(

Oh well

Life moves on

J

[trisket]

Miss ya too. Sorry to here you're having a shitty go of it.

Need to get some people together. When's your next steriod treatment planned? Hopefully the next one you'll feel better afterwards.

[psicorps]

I know your pain, and you have my sincerest sympathies. No one should have to endure pain to that degree or even close.
The amazing part is that we just keep going.
When I hit that similar pain level when I tear up,this is what I try to force my mind to focus on:
Pain purifies.
Pain gives perspective and clarity of thought.
Pain beyond pain truly tests the will.
Nothing else matters except enduring it until it subsides or letting it cleanse everything and give you the determination to keep going.
Each episode takes one akin to the brink of dying.
You have to ask.
Keep going or give in and be crushed.
I've gotten crushed. You've gotten crushed.
But, everything.... and you... endure.
Pain tests the mind, the spirit and the inner metal.
Each time, it purifies a little more.
Each time, the carbon is heated and the sword becomes stronger.
One has to admire and acknowledge a "sword" as sharp and unbreakable as yours.
This is proven by the fact that...you're still here.
I know I rambled, but I hope you get what I meant.

[liliths_bane]

Just wanted to drop a line to let you know your in my thoughts.