Ugh, I just listened in on a 2 hour "discussions/debate" on the existence/non-existence of a 'god'. Sadly listening to it just makes me realize how stubborn people can be. They hear one thing from one person and don't understand how it works so they say that its not a valid theory. They name off websites or books for and against it, but when the ( Read more... )

Ive had a horrible horrible fever and headache for the past 2 days. I have never been so miserable in my life. At night I am freezing cold and it feels like 200 degrees in my room. It hurts to breath because the air feels like acid. I'm hallucinating. I thought i lived with people that could get my blankets and turn on the heater but after the 4th ( Read more... )

Someone called gamecrazy, asking if i was working at the time, even though i work at hollywood. they didnt give a reason why they wanted to know or say who they were. that means someone is either avoiding me, or looking for me. either one makes me a bit curious. any of my friends could have just called my cell or called the store. it seems like ( Read more... )

Been up for about 42 hours straight. Thats no naps, no couple hours of sleep. Just straight awakenessnessness. Last time I was asleep was noon when I woke up on Thursday.  Hello Saturday morning, how are you? Perspective of change versus inability to see change. Its funny 

its 6:14 am. i have been up this entire night. i had another company's version of a redline energy drink. i seriously can't sleep. i dont know if i should try to sleep because i have to be up in 3 hours for school. if i try to sleep i might not wake up, and i'll feel shitty and what not. if i dont sleep i'll feel even massively more shitty and ( Read more... )

woo woo. starbucks is doing better so now im making money again instead of losing. and the market overall is slightly improving at least for the time being in the extreme short term. my Roth IRA is rebounding and getting me back to my initial investment. Once my dividends get reinvested things won't look as scary lol. Bought a second guitar (well ( Read more... )

Look at me as I take one more step away ( Read more... )

So I don't want to do this research paper. Oh well ( Read more... )

It is quite sad when someone thinks they are funny but they are the only ones laughing at their own jokes.  If you are the only one laughing, you aren't funny.

So things at work have changed a bit again. New corporate stuff to hopefully make our company survive. School has been a bit ridiculous and I've missed some classes so that's no good. I'm liking my real friends, life gets easier with them. The economy is being lame as we proceed into a recession. Government has been trying but people are so scared ( Read more... )