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"body massage"

i feel too... male. i used to be more sensitive, perceptive, caring, quiet and just a plain old nice kid. now im the opposite. im stupid, oblivious, careless, loud, and a real jerk some times. a lot of times. too much. i dont like it. i want to be more versatile. i wish i thought about my actions more and how they affect people. for example, ive ( Read more... )

ooooh, fresh chocolate chip cookies! my mother is out to get me.

all right, cool, getting a grip on things. shop work for the year is almost done. with just three weeks left, i better get crackin on the grade raising. yearbook teacher is going to be a bitch to deal with. how do i get a passing grade out of him without making him feel like he's won... ?

the shit is beginning to be fed into the fan. progress report reports little progress. i dont have a car of my own anymore. project due in 2 weeks. put a bunch of small scratches on mother's car (hope they arent noticable). no limos left for prom. my work hours are sporadic. and my living area is a mess. better get started fixing something. im ( Read more... )

i am worried, scared, anxious, mad, and depressed about my chances of going to the college i want to go to. money is already being sent to the school i want to go to but the school has yet to officially accept me. i need a c average in my high school classes to be accepted without question (and without having to really work to get in). but i worry ( Read more... )

half day of school, hot hour in the car, a day spent with friends, the values of theft, giant safety pins, cheapo death metal. today was a good day.

went to the wisdom tooth pulling doctor's place to get my head x-rayed. he said i can keep all the teeth in my head. to celebrate, i had a chocolate charlestown chew. i am a glutton.

"no one's gonna wait for you to pick up the slack, jonny-poo."