and im awake.

I slept all day today, to avoid the world. but now that its done, i feel like i wasted a day. I was supposed to hang out with this girl Kyla, but i was kinda scared. SHes 23, and im 18. Is that too many years apart? I dunno. But she invited me over to her apparent to have dinner and watch a movie, and i told her i would make it...then i didnt.. ( Read more... )

Smoke?: occasionally ( Read more... )

Have you ever ( Read more... )

Long ass drive.

I have decided i dont like myself. i am going to change.

thats it.

Anyone who reads this can ask me 3 questions. Ask me anything you want. Then, I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

So i haven't really been writing in this thing much. I don't really know why, just haven't had anything to say. That being said, i still don't have anything to say really ( Read more... )

too complicated to use.

SO for once i am actually following through with my goals...no no, not the one to quit drinking ( Read more... )