All i need to get to know Nelson is confidence in myself, to be less shy and to put myself out there...but that's exactly what I can never muster up when I'm around him, I feel like im being obsessive when really its just this girl's gotta do! Ahhh.

Hello loves, how is life going, well I hope. I got a smashing new icon doncha' love it!!! I just got back from Palm Springs and I thought that would give me a good chance to journal. It was awesome to begin with, for those of you who don't know I went to see an internation movie festival up there, so I got to see movies from all over the world, ( Read more... )

School starts back up tomorrow and I'm partly relieved and partly discouraged. The holiday break didn't hold all the fun and excitment I had hoped it would, I built up both christmas and new years; and I still haven't managed to hang out with Nelson...though we have talked about it enough! Although none of my disappointment brought my spirits ( Read more... )

Haji was a punk just like any other boy ( Read more... )

Nevermind... HE CALLED!!!!

Ladies and gentlemen, It's time to intervene in my life. I need some advice and I'll consider anyone's, so please help me out!
This kid Nelson, I sent him a note with my phone number and he didn't call...do I wait a few days and just call him or do I give it up because he just isn't interested?

The difference between a hooker and a hoe ain't nothing but her feet!

Theme song of the semester, "comfortably numb"...argg *bites pillow and throws feathers everywhere*, my confidence, where did it go. Maybe its just not my week, I broke a mirror last month...maybe that's it, I wonder?

The last time that I saw you August of 99' should of had my hammer and a few rusty spikes.

And I draaaaaank your blood.

Oh dear....I just sang!

My little sister taught me this and its kinda catchy when you know the tune, sorry I can't supply that for you also but you can make up your own...

There's a place in France where the naked ladies dance, and there's a hole in the wall where the boys can watch it all.

Oh Tori, what a permiscuis eigth year old.