i am such a celebrity FREAK. I am anxiously awaiting for WEDNESDAY TO GET HERE! So I can see the grammys. made sure im off work just so I won't miss NONE OF IT. gone back...i'm back in love again, sick, i know. im totally addicted to BEYONCE anytime i see her on a magazine cover, i must have it. thats my girl, thats a BAD bitch! lol...anyway, bye

i told one of my biggest secrets to my friend brandi. and i have to say, i love that girl! OMG! i can truly say, without back tracking, thinking about later or past things that she is REAL. i mean she is the epitome of what a friend is supposed to be. i prayed on the subject of having real friends, and as long as i have known her it seems like i ( Read more... )

One of the best kept secrets in life is your confidence. However ( Read more... )

why do people automatically assume just because you have a computer that for a portion out of the day you can be their internet tour guide. who said i had times to be looking up cake and cookie recipes? i could be doing like 20 other things, really. i don't mind lending a helping hand but when every day you calling me up...wanting me to look up ( Read more... )

im depressed and i don't know why. my head hurts. most of all my heart hurts. can't even think straight, and i know why. its like WTF mario? whats wrong with you, just get over it, you said you was done. i sure in the hell think i need to go see a psychiatrist. i need to stop letting people and things get to me sometimes, cause its like i try and ( Read more... )

i lied and told myself that i was going to stay out of the malls and stores shopping. but famous-barr had no business having a 50-75% sale and i was downstairs at work and found out about it. you know i hopped my ass up there and got BUSY. disappointed that they didn't have THAT much stuff but I was happy that i did find a little something. I just ( Read more... )

my space is really kinda sorta addictive. i just got to surfing on there and found everybody and their sisters cousin friend on there. people that graduated with me that i haven't heard from to people that graduated in 01 my freshman and every damn thing. it is just so funny to me to see all these people i know striking they poses looking all grown ( Read more... )

I had me a good ass time tonight with my homies from school. my peoples kemetra, brandy, and monjour. we clowned so hard. we all over here at kemetras house laid out. this night was hella random and just clear out the blue. we just all got togehter within a hour and made it a party. digital camera's where tagged along. i got a story to to tell you ( Read more... )

2006 is really going to be the year for me to be on mine! I'm done trying to do good by people that don't give a damn about me. I am so over trying to be strong for everyone else and putting my feelings on the backburner. Forget all that censoring myself so I don't have to go THERE with people, i'm just not going to surround myself with negative ( Read more... )

ill elaborate later....but i thought i could just be done. walk away and be strong...but im stuck!