I think I'm going crazy
This whole summer I've been in kind of a weird mood, there's a person in my life who I'm worried I'll lose touch with.
Now this person and i used to date, and since we broke up about a year ago i haven't been able to stop thinking about her. Since we broke up my views on relationships have changed drasticly, I've pretty much pushed away every girl I've seen since her ultimately ruining the relationship because of it, now i don't even like getting into relationships.
but that's just the background information. Since the summer started I've been dreaming of her, like almost every night. The dreams are always different but they're always similar, normally we're at some kind of social function and we bump into each other and we have a conversation then i wake up and remember it was only a dream. Shortly after figuring out it's a dream I'm narmally washed over by this sense of grief that doesn't go away all to easy.
i heard from a mutual friend she's thinking of moving to BC. I'm afraid that the most important woman in my life is going to leave and I'll never see her again.
I'm pulling my hair out, i don't know what to do. i need to see her and figure this all out and fast, if she moves to BC before i have a chance to talk to her i don't know what I'll do.
Now this person and i used to date, and since we broke up about a year ago i haven't been able to stop thinking about her. Since we broke up my views on relationships have changed drasticly, I've pretty much pushed away every girl I've seen since her ultimately ruining the relationship because of it, now i don't even like getting into relationships.
but that's just the background information. Since the summer started I've been dreaming of her, like almost every night. The dreams are always different but they're always similar, normally we're at some kind of social function and we bump into each other and we have a conversation then i wake up and remember it was only a dream. Shortly after figuring out it's a dream I'm narmally washed over by this sense of grief that doesn't go away all to easy.
i heard from a mutual friend she's thinking of moving to BC. I'm afraid that the most important woman in my life is going to leave and I'll never see her again.
I'm pulling my hair out, i don't know what to do. i need to see her and figure this all out and fast, if she moves to BC before i have a chance to talk to her i don't know what I'll do.