I'm feeling better today, not exactly the bestest but im getting there. i got no work today so i guess i can try to relax today. i do have my bowling class however so i guess i can also try to have some fun and get my mind off things. itll be hard to get my mind off things because i think about her all the time, sigh... i need a really big ( Read more... )

i just washed my car for like 1 hour yesterday and its covered in ash now. damn. first thing i thought of when i stepped outside was that "this is gods way of saying that something is not right in this world" of course i immediately assume that its all because of what happened last night... sigh... its only been 1 day but it feels like years... i ( Read more... )

If you leave me now, you'll take away the biggest part of me. No baby, please don't go ( Read more... )

...judgement day is upon us...

its been hard these past couple days, having to stay at home by myself, but everyone knows i hate staying home. so i end up driving off somewhere like a park or a beach so i can think or sleep depending on what i feel like doing. luckily i have a job to help pass time. sigh... im really bored... oh well i guess ill go clean my car right now get my ( Read more... )

i gone and fucked up big time this time... im really sorry....

lets just say that i got caught in the back seat of my car with my best friends girlfriend...

everything is ruined, friendships destroyed, god i feel terrible, no i feel worst than fucked up, i cant live like this, i need to be alone...

+Name- Brian ( Read more... )

sorry everyone, i guess i need to apologize beforehand. its just that some stuff has happened recently and i cant really say any details because many friendships could be in jeopardy. im sorry for mentioning it in the first place ( Read more... )

ive never felt so guilty in my life, it felt so good, but was it right? hell no! i need to stop talking about this, ive already said too much. please dont ask me whats going on because i will never tell you. im fuking being serious.

Quagmire: I felt Guilty once, but she woke up half-way through ( Read more... )

just to let everyone know, the only reason i havent been online much is that i havent even been home much neither. just about every day i come home around 2am -3am just chillin' with friends. i dont even drink anymore, its been a long time since the last time i drank so i guess thats a good thing :). anyways, ive been going over some costume ideas ( Read more... )