The Sweetest Sin
Title: The Sweetest Sin
Pairing: JaeSu
Genre: Drama, romance
Rating: R
Summary: Junsu thinks Jaejoong is a the greatest sin of all.
Jaejoong was a temptation, a lure, an enticement, someone that you could never ignore no matter how hard you tried, no matter how much you wanted to. He was someone who could bring up feelings long buried beneath the surface regardless of how deep down you tried to bury and forget them. He was someone who would constantly make you second guess yourself on everything you thought was good and decent in the world. What was right and what was wrong was now made unclear to you. There was no longer just plain white and black but and endless could of grey whenever you found yourself thinking of the man. It was true, he was a temptation… and it was a sin.
There was nothing for you to do but try to ignore him. Try to ignore everything it was about him that makes you second guess yourself, your faith, your life. He was nothing but a temptation and a sin you needed to avoid. It wasn't right, it was all so wrong the way he would make you feel.
The way you would feel when you looked into his eyes; his eyes as dark as coal and black as sin itself would be enough to leave you speechless, even breathless at times, and it was all so wrong. He scares you; this temptation, this dark alluring temptation that makes you think so many thoughts your not allowed to think.
This was not how you were brought up.
This is not how you are supposed to think.
This man shouldn't be making you feel this way.
You aren’t… you can't be… it's against everything your supposed to stand for.
But all that’s thrown out the window when he corners you, your name wispy on his lips. His eyes darker his voice lower than it ever needed to be and it sends a jolt of electricity through your body, ashamed at the shuddered sound that escapes from your lips.
He backs you against the wall, and you can't help but stare into those dark eyes that suck you in like a relentless black hole. His arms on either side of your head leaving you trapped and no where to run. His eyes are focused on nothing but you, like everything outside the confines of his arms didn't exist.
You're trembling now. But with what? Fear? Excitement? Anticipation? You don't know, all you know is that this sin of a man is dangerously too close, and you're more afraid of what you might do than what he might do. But you're frozen and you try to look anywhere but in those eyes that go deeper and darker than any ocean, and the only other place you can bring yourself to look was at his lips.
Those sinfully full lips that were the cause of many thoughts you knew you should never have for him. You watched helplessly as a tinge of pink peeks though to lick those full rosy lips, and you find yourself subconsciously licking your own.
He moves closer and you can't help but shudder again at the warm breath against your lips. He's so close to yours, his lips as pink as bubble gum and they're hovering so closely to yours it send tingles to places they shouldn't be sent. You want to get away from this enticing, confusing bringer of hell but your trapped, trapped between a hard surface and his hard body.
He whispers your name huskily against your lips, Junsu. And you shut your eyes tight because you know if you looked at the other man, those dreaded thoughts will arise. Relax, He says in a tone so soothing you wonder how any of this could be wrong. But it was wrong, it was a sin.
Your lips are pursed together so tight the slightest brush of his soft one against yours heightens you senses and you shudder and relax as he takes your lips as his. And it shouldn't be this easy, it shouldn't be this easy for you to give into this sin. You were brought up better than that, you couldn't be taken this easily by this temptation.
He pulls away slightly, lips grazing your and he's teasing you, teasing you so much it hurts. You can tell by his eyes he knows exactly what he's doing. The lights in his eyes seem to shimmer, to dance, despite the dimness of the room and you know he's enjoying it.
He's a tease, he's everything you shouldn't go for because it's wrong. But you don't pull away, you don't resist him when he kisses you again, hard and full. Opening your mouth and allowing his tongue to wetly slip past your lips and glide velvety against yours. He grabs you hips, pushing you up tighter against the wall, you can feel his bulge against your leg and his tongue moving in wild ways you didn't think were possible.
You think you could come like this, right now. He's thoroughly fucking your mouth with his tongue and you can't pull back, you don't want to. And you think if you end up burning in hell for this sin, for giving into this temptation of a man, then you wouldn’t care. Because right now, you couldn't give a fuck.
A/N: Eh?! Second person narrative? That's odd... never did that before. But don't mind this, I'm kind of upset about something so I wrote and I thought I'd share. This would be my second JaeSu EVER! I personally think my first one was way better. I haven't been happy with my writing recently so I'm trying to write as much as possible to get my mojo back! XD Please excuse my errors for now. I know there are in fact a lot of them. But again, I have no time to proof read. As always comments are very much love~! Cheer a girl up!!!! :D