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i hate the person that i am
i hate how i know that i am going to die alone
how could i not, ok i really like this guy and one little thing happens and oh my god its the end of the world to me. well not really. i make him feel like it is all his fault, and completly blame him for everything, i feel like shit for doing this and i am so sorry. i hope you can forgive me, and i am also sorry for telling all of the stuff i told you, i hope we can become better friends. i am really sorry that you are going through a hard time right now and i hope that everthing works out for you. i will always be here for you. i still really want to hang out with you and i hope we can soon. i was really emotional tonight and im sorry for that too. i hope you dont think i am a total freak. i mean we have all summer to see each other and we talk on the phone everyday which is really good cause i always get to take alot of stuff off of my mind when i talk to you. you are really easy to talk to and i feel like you are one of the only true friends i have left. if you eve need to talk or need anything you can always call me and i will do it for you. i will be there for you like you said you will be there for me