21 on fri. brutal

I can't think about certain things without hurting thinking about how much my relationship with bob has detiorated. Its so painful. A week ago I felt so happy about being with Tyler and now I am just depressed. The pain is significant and i feel sick to my stomach listening to certain songs or looking at old photos. Everytime it happens a little ( Read more... )

1. no more financial struggles
2. my car to be fixed
3. shopping spree (for me)
4.  vacation
5. a tricked out nerd (must be tall and devoid of muscle mass/can build a computer in 5 minutes... and this will be timed and graded, no WOW nerds accepted)

I should really stop having crushes on people i work with. The phrase "don't shit where you sleep" comes to mind. But i just cant help it. My need to like tall skinny nerds is unstoppable, and they are oh-so-abundant at ccbill. I don't think this particular person has any interest in me anyway ( Read more... )

I wish my dad didn't hate my mom. My dad is just a huge butt hurt baby about my mom and she's completely civil to him. My step mom acts like she likes my mom on those few occasions that she sees her, its so obviously a saccharine cover up. Maybe my mom doesn't notice it, or doesn't care, but Lisa's sincerity is so obviously hate coated with sugar ( Read more... )

OMGOMGOMGOMG its gonna be so good!!!!!!!! I can't fucking wait! Zachary Quinto as Spock? Yes yes and YES.

I'll have the Spock with a steaming side of the cute new Chekov. Hold the Kirk, jury's not out on that one yet ((nerd seizure))

I HAVE A DATE ON FRIDEEEE!!!!! Goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool!!!! His name is John and he trained me at CCBill. He asked me out via our office communicator. I thought he was cute throughout training and I considered asking him our myself. Good thing I didnt have to cuz it would have been like watching a train wreck happen. I'm not good ( Read more... )

Its official. Im a fatty.

Stay out of my shoes if you know whats good for you ( Read more... )

I am bored to tears at work... 2 1/2 more hours. I've become completely desensitized to porn within 2 weeks. I'm just screwing around online and eating hot pockets. All my coworkers are just chatting with one another and the lines have been so slow for the last couple hours. guuuuuuuuuuuh. Make it ennnnnnnnnd. What a boring saturday night. Plus my ( Read more... )