If I take one more drink...

[mrs_orli]

So every weekend I have to go on these 3.5 mile walks because I have to go to work and the buses are gay on weekends. I don't mind that much. I need the exercise. But the trouble is I get to think. Today my thoughts were quite depressing. I thought about J Wat. I thought that he was probably one of the deepest hurting people thàt has entered my

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Hello!

[burgundyca]

Of course, I'm a stranger.
I've been reading new posts from other people, I'm quite new to this site. Sorry if I seem a bit nosy, or if there's a reason I shouldn't be here.

Life is kind of like a roller coaster, you never know where it's going to turn and there will be gray moments. I know what you mean, about being stuck in a moment and not wanting to face what's ahead. I used to think my life was meaningless, my energy was the same about everything, I just had to insight as to where to turn next. I didn't want to progress into the unknown.

Is Stephanie your friend, or is she an acquaintance? You don't have to tell me if you don't want to. If she irks you or unsettles you, be better than her. My suggestion is to write down every little thing you dislike about her and write little notes on how you are better. It's easier than you think, and it will make you feel golden compared to her.

Keep your head up and believe in yourself!
:)

Re: Hello!

[mrs_orli]

It's actually really nice to have an outside opinion. Stephanie's one of my roommates and I plan on taking your advice very soon. Thanks so much!

[____lyss]

man i feel the same way about not wanting to graduate

[mrs_orli]

Let's move to Montana and do nothing together.