Happy birthday, Floydie

[mrs_pansy]

Today is Floyd's 12th birthday. I'm so sad that he's not here to celebrate it.
It's turning into a depressing, stressful, weep-at-the-drop-of-a-hat kinda day. One of the files I was working on at work yesterday somehow got onto the library in a horrifyingly unfinished and basically blown-up state, and I have no idea why. Copyeditor is being VERY

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Sadness

[rockingal]

My sweet friend!! I just read this (and your other posts). I am so sorry for what you are going through...and will probably continue to go through for some time. :( This is the downside of having such a loving little being touch our lives. I can only say that I don't think you'll ever *stop* crying, but I do believe that as time goes on, the "anniversaries" will be less painful and more of a chance to remember all the good stuff. It is *very* difficult. For the longest time, I knew, to the day, exactly how long it had been since my sweet Boots, or sweet Percy, or sweet Groucho had died. I still teared up just typing their names, but I have trained myself to think only about their good, happy days...not their final day. You are such a loving person, and that makes it extra hard, because you are not the type to "forget" and "let go" and all that other bullshit non-animal-people say. Floyd is a huge part of your life...and I'm sad that he's not there in the flesh with you. Love you lots.