I don't know how to live

Aug 29, 2004 20:24

Ok, so I was just informed that I don't know HOW to live because I've lived my "whole life on drugs." First, let's get this straight, the type of "drugs" we are referring to are medically prescribed drugs that I take AS prescribed, not illegal drugs, nor do I abuse prescribed medications. Now...onto the question of whether or not I know how to ( Read more... )

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blondangel64 August 31 2004, 17:51:17 UTC
"I also know that in order for ME to live a healthy and full life, I have to stay on certain medications because without them I am not a safe person." I'm quoting you b/c you said exactly what I wanted! In order for YOU to live! I have three very stable minded best friends that all agree that I do NOT need medications. Corey believes that I can control it all on my own! Morgan and Adrienne agree with me in the facts that I don't need medications. Also! Just because I am not on drugs nowhere in my medical file does it say that I am currently unstable or that I ever have been unstable. NOWHERE! I am a healty fourteen year old who doesn't need to take medicine, now if I was as bad as Holly, then I would agree for medicines, but I don't want them b/c I don't need them! They will change who I am! My moodswings and my bitchyness often makes me who I am! My openmindedness and my opions make me Christina! If you don't like who Christina is, then you can get over it! Christina is staying who she is and off of drugs!

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mrs_thing September 5 2004, 20:54:06 UTC
Ok, first off...I'm not a doctor, nor are your three friends. I'm just speaking as your mother and one of the people who lives with you and sees more of your emotional ups and downs and extreme behaviors than even your three best friends ( ... )

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blondangel64 September 5 2004, 21:03:53 UTC
Um yes definately! It is not that i refuse help! I am a very open minded person as recently stated. I am not refusing help. I am refusing drugs! The point is...I don't want drugs...and if you people would leave me alone whenever i am like that, then everything would be okay. I have made my decision. My decision is not drugs. If I get to the point where you were, when i am physically hurting myself or someone else, or almost exp. the weight incidenct, then I'll get on drugs. But until that day comes, and it won't, then I'm fine. and if you can't accept and deal with that, then i'm sorry. But I've made my decision.

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mrs_thing September 6 2004, 08:47:57 UTC
Wait WAIT WAIT!!! Ok...you are saying that we should just "leave you alone whenever you are like that"...the problem is...it is IMPOSSIBLE to leave you alone, as you frequently engage others when you are "like that." In other words, you often START the arguments/insults/attacks when you are in one of your moods. And now you are saying we should just sit back and take your verbal abuse?? That is OK?? I don't think so! So, I guess if you are in one of your moods, then you need to remove yourself from the area BEFORE you start hollaring/screaming/threatening/insulting/etc. So that the rest of us do not have to be subject to your mood swing. THEN we will leave you alone. Agreed? As long as you allow your moods to affect the rest of the household, then you must accept that we will not back off of the issue for you to get help - medication or otherwise.

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adri479 September 19 2004, 17:22:37 UTC
psst..you need to update your ellljayyye! YUP!

:D

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