sometimes I pretend my life is dandy

[mrsatterthwaite]

+ it's nice to know that I've managed to maintain a good front. Not to say that I am lying to people, but I don't want them to know just how many moments of weakness I've had. They are friends, but they are not so intimate that they need to be burdened with my idiosyncracies

Comments

[essyllus]

I didn't know that you were a recycling totalitarian!

Take care of yourself when you're with that guy, okay :)

[mrsatterthwaite]

hahahah yes I try to be! This is partially why I came back to Japan - they are so anal with their garbage and recycling! I sadly am not meeting their standards, but I'll get on it soon...

It's not so hard, as he is really far away most of the time! But I'm hormonal (not hormoanal, just normal hormonal :\ ) and so I think I tend to get all weepy and whiny when I'm alone and pmsing. But I'm trying to not be so idle and relax and keep my mind off such thoughts... :)