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[mrsbrightside11]

you know when you have that feeling that there is a big ball in the gut of your stomach? i have that right now. since my plans for the night fell through, i've been sitting at home, pacing from my computer to the piano and back just thinking, and now i'm in a really, really bad mood. i dont know what it is, i just have a really hopeless feeling in

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[arial87]

mm you might have to give me that book when you're done reading it. it sounds really good. sometimes i tend to slack off on learning more about other christians and faith... so thanks!

[pyroguy2000]

Kelly you have no idea how much of that has been running through my mind for the last few days. Kim and I separated and I've been in a downward spiral. I still feel like I'm on my last leg. I feel like I don't know how to do anything. I don't know how to grow in God, I don't know how to trust him, and I don't know how to ask him to fill the void that she left.

I have worship tonight. I'm going to put my all into it and pray that God does somthing cool. If he doesn't, I don't know what I'm going to do.

[mrsbrightside11]

i'm glad im not the only one who feels like that :) haha. i love you both more than you know, and you both said that you havent been growing in Christ lately or whatever...neither have i. but even when i feel like its been forever since i sincerely prayed, or like my Bible is getting way dustier than it ever should, God has never said to me, "you know kelly, you havent been growing. even though you called out my name, you're still three steps behind and we have some catching up to do." nope, he just welcomes my unworthy self into his open arms. so i guess i could sum that up with i love you both and God does too :)