Hmmm...I'm thinking of making this a friends only journal.

I just don't want random people that I don't even know reading my personal thoughts and opinions. If I don't know you and you don't know me, why should what I have to say concern you?

Whatever, I'm not sure yet. Comment and tell me what you think.

Oh, and if I do end up making this a ( Read more... )

Just to piss off Trey XP ( Read more... )

No one is gonna fill this out, but hey whatever. I'm bored. It's something to do. =P ( Read more... )

Main Entry: athe·ist
Pronunciation: 'A-thE-ist
Function: noun
: one who believes that there is no deity
- athe·is·tic /"A-thE-'is-tik/ or athe·is·ti·cal /"A-thE-'is-ti-k&l/ adjective
- athe·is·ti·cal·ly /-ti-k(&-)lE/ adverb

I am now officially atheist. And before you go off on a bomb and start saying thing like atheists are immoral, inhuman, heartless ( Read more... )

w00t. New layout. Not completely happy with it, but hey, that's not much of a change. I'm never completely happy. =/

It's best suited for a 1024 by 768 resolution, otherwise you can't see the words. If you don't use that resolution, too bad, I'm not changing it. *Lazy*

I wish I was good enough. I wish I didn't have this secret. I wish I could stop cutting. I wish I was happy. I wish I didn't have to move. I wish I could talk to people. I wish I didn't break my friends hearts. I wish I didn't have to wear this mask. I wish someone would hold me when I'm sad. I wish someone would call me gorgeous. I wish someone ( Read more... )

I don't understand why I'm so unhappy all the time...It's like I'll be doing something really fun or something that I used to love, and now I'm all sad and uninvolved. I don't get it ( Read more... )

Hmmmm. My mom found out. O_o She wasn't mad or anything...better than i thought it was gonna be anyway. She's been a lot more pleasant lately too....not as much screaming. I think I made her cry though. She's been trying to hide it from me but whenever the subject comes up she gets all teary eyed....holy damn....I'm such an idiot.

I seriously am. I ( Read more... )

God damn it, must everyone treat me like I'm a bomb about to explode?

Every thirty seconds:

"Hey Alysia, are you alright? Are you okay? Are you sure? You know you can talk to me right? Remember what I told you, if you ever need to talk I'm here. You know I love you right? Just wanted to let you know..."

JUST FUCKING LAY OFF ALREADY!

Holy damn, I'm ( Read more... )

Please don't tell anyone guys...

( Please don't freak out... )