this weekend i volunteered w/ jess at art deco weekend and then we met up with her friend adam. i slept over her house. and it was fun.

( one day after hard work volunteering )

i went voluneering yesterday with juan at school. i was a tour guide for the parents who attended the audition workshop. it was really fun because i was really good at it. although some parents were mean, some were super nice ( Read more... )

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while chanel surfing in the two chanels i have, i discovered the mexican blind date. it's filmed in l.a. and it's so funny. you should all watch at on GEN TV chanel 8 at 10:00 pm ( Read more... )

so my life's been sucking lately and it's gonna keep sucking till' i dont know when. hopefully things'll get better ( Read more... )

i behaved extra well at home yesterday. i actually had a conversation with my moTHer. or it was almost like a conversation. i don't know. i told her that she had to have some kind of trust in me. she trusts me enough to take the bus home after school everyday and not run off with some freaks and get home on time. so juan's mom picked me up from my ( Read more... )

MY NEW YEARS FUCKING SUCKED. kind of. maybe if i would've gotten dressed five minutes earlier before my stupid bitch fucking sister came in through the door and told on me to my mother ( Read more... )

things around me have been ok lately. except myself. i've been feeling so detached. like everything around me is connected by thread and a piece of semi clear tape. which is the kind that doesnt stick so well ( Read more... )

i had a brilliant day with juan yesterday. i decided that i needed to go away from home due to the mess i had created. we hit up down town and then once it got boring we rode the train to sunset place. i finally bought my air force ones. now jess and i can make like hip hop stars and crunk.


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christmas is a contest. it's a lovetest. who knows who the best. does this person really love me. all of that bullshit stirred into a big pot with a couple of 20's and some credit cards ( Read more... )