tonight was great. saw so amny friends at arrow. some i hadnt seen in a while. some i see normally but really needed to see tonight. found out joan doesnt hate me which is really important to me. got numerous free drinks, and got into a fight with some lame jocks after closing time. these dudes were asking for it and they were warned many times to ( Read more... )

I remember Halloween.

tonight was the best night i've had in as long as i can remember. sometimes someone can make you realize that things arent as bad as they seem, in fact life is awesome right now. things are looking up for me. thanx

nothing is going right for me. im stuck in the middle of the whole "evaluating my life" thing. pretty much everything is a disaster right now ( Read more... )

Somebody tried to rob me last night when i was leaving work. I struggled with him for a minute then punched him really hard in the temple. he yelled and grabbed his head so i just took off. I wasnt about to wait around to fine out if he had a weapon, even though i wanted to stomp his face until it was mush. i didnt notice until somebody told me ( Read more... )

I hate everything and everybody. There is no such thing as loyalty. Eat shit and die you motherfuckers.

so yesterday i was looking forward to sleeping in since i didnt have to work until 2:30 but i ended up getting up early and taking the bus to lauryn's to hel her out because her car was towed this morning. so i bus it over there and we take a cab downtown to DPT to pay a bunch of tickets that had to be taken care of before she could get her car. i ( Read more... )

so much mention of all the boys, but the one who does the most for you.

my day started out pretty terrible and ended up a whole lot better. worked all day, made a terrible phone call that bothered me the rest of the day. got off work, raced home and bagged up about 15 packages i needed to mail out. raced to the post office only to wait in line for an HOUR. got that finished, went to the store to pick up a few things, ( Read more... )

i try to protect people from getting taken advantage of, i try to protect them from getting disrespected by people who have disrespected them before, and i try to protect my best interest, and what happens? they get mad at me. i just want people to be honest and upfront with me from the beginning so it doesnt come back to make things worse for me ( Read more... )