O-bla-dee, o-bla-dah....
Since my last post, I just naturally assumed all the bad things happening had reached their peak-
but it keeps going....
I got a flat tire.
My bathroom faucet broke.
A job promised to my son fell through.
My son caught a weird bug going around- probably from helping my crazy dad and his friend move an upright piano.
A job promised to 3of4 also fell through.
Took the cat to the vet and though the receptionist said they rarely have a bill issued over $200- my bill was almost $500.
I was not prepared for that.
And the previous owner- found by way of her microchip- asked for her back...until I mentioned the amount of the bill.
Well, of all the things- she's ours for keeps.
But I also sent all this time and money working on costumes for the comic-con and they don't fit the kids.
I'm afraid to cry.
I might not stop.
Then, 1of4 complained that she doesn't want to be around me and my Sweet Baboo because it depresses her to see other people happy when she isn't.
I said- "I waited for [GG] for over thirty years! Thirty-fuckin-years! And I hardly see him as it is. I was afraid to let him know how I felt about him when we were 17 because I wasn't good enough for him. I'm STILL not good enough for him. That's how much I LOVE him. He deserves better than me- Way better! But he wants ME! You are NOT gonna make me feel bad about this. I'm finally happy. You hear me, bitch?! I'M FINALLY FUCKIN' HAPPY!!! CAN'T YOU SEE HOW FUCKIN' HAPPY I AM?! I'M HAPPY AS HELL! AND I'M NOT GONNA TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!"
She quickly changed the subject to working at the library and coming across all the crazy homeless people.
At least- I HOPE it was a change in subject.
Meanwhile- it's been one thing after another....
And the comic-con is next weekend.
And I have no money and the car is about to break down, and it sounds like the heater is about to break down, too.
But I guess I have to do my best and NOT break down.
It can't always be like this.
At least that's what I keep telling myself. :-/