boys, dont read its kinda gross, just keeping everyone up to date with my current/horrible health if they care lol.

so for everyone who was wondering about why i was in the hospital.. so ive been having really bad pain in my left ovary so i went to the doctors. they sent me to the emergency room, where i had to drink this nasty blue gunk and ended ( Read more... )

so today was like the worst day ive had in a while. im really just sick of getting fucked over by everyone. im sick of relationships and boys and everything. i wish everything was like the summer again. i didnt have to see half the people i see everyday. i miss all my work friends. i got to see katie this weekend and i was pumped. i miss seeing her ( Read more... )

yah so homecoming sucked. it was by far the worst night of my life.
all week my mom told me i could go to kaleighs, then saturday at about 5.. at pictures she told me i wasnt allowed. homecoming was boring and stupid, i left early cause i was just gonna go and she told me if i went she'd call the cops on me..
needless to say my night sucked.

hey. ive been neglectful.. but happy october. homecoming is in 6 days. im really pumped. have a gorgeous dress, wonderful date and there is gonna be an awesome party after at my bestys. ive been really busy helping with the float. last night was the all night party and it was pretty fun. yah i have nothing to say which is prolly why i dont update ( Read more... )

so ive decided on homecoming. i wanted to go to springhill but it seems as if 4 homecomings are all on the same weekend. so i got my dress. its red and black and perfect and im hoping no one has it like last year, it would totally ruin my life. i tried on soo many, i was crying due to the fact that nothing fits my boobs, god damn ( Read more... )

im really sick of all this shit with guys. it makes it seem like im the one doing something wrong. like im the one who screwed up. like im the bad one out of this. if im such a bad person why would we start in the first place? why did i give up 3 other relationships and the end of my summer to get dumped ( Read more... )

so im single.
i was dumped because eric "has no time for a relationship"
blow me. ive been pissed and crying for 2 days.
its not fair. the 1 time i actually get the guy and im happy he has to go fuck it up. im honestly so sick of getting fucked over. i really dont deserve it and i dont understand how people keep doing this to me?
where is your

so today was the funeral, it was weird ( Read more... )

so today was the first day of school ( Read more... )

so last night i drank for the 2nd time this entire summer. it was ridiculous ( Read more... )