Okkkkkkayyy .. wow.. so, my last entry wasn't too nice of me. I shouldn't have said that, I really don't know what's wrong with me.

Anyways.. for real this time, this is gonna be my last entry, maybe I'll make another one when my life makes alittle more sense.

<3 For the last time .. Los

Yeah, I fucked up .. AGAIN! I don't know what I was thinking or why I did it. I honestly don't know whats wrong with me anymore, I'm losing my friends piece by piece for the stupidious things I tend to do. It's so normal for me now, that whenever I have fun, I KNOW that it won't last long, and that I will suffer in the end. The weekends roll on and ( Read more... )

This boy, he's really crampin my style

Way too much drama with this whole situation, I don't really know what to do because I have no idea where my feelings are right now. People will tell me it should be one way, but I honestly can't see it working out. With all these different opinions, I don't know what I should do, or even what to really ( Read more... )

Before any of this started, before I got involved, you 2 were so happy, is this me? What am I wrecking? Maybe it's not, I hope it's not, but I just happened to realize. But if I was never there, would you feel the same way? I need to know if this is worth it ( Read more... )

I was with him, but all I did was close my eyes, open them, and hope it was you. I can't say this anymore clearly, I can't make it anymore obvious. I just wish you would notice.

<3 Revengful

Game time bitchessssssssssss ( Read more... )

I just wish everything was like it used to be. I think about this all the time and imagine myself back when I was a lot happier. We were never like we are now, I never had this kind of problem, and I never complained this much. DAMNIT ... I hate reality.

I really got a kick out of one of the desks in Ms. Hall's room. Actually did make me laugh ( Read more... )

She doesn't get it. They don't get it. No one gets it.

<3 Forgetful

I.Couldn't.Breathe.When.You.Said.It.Was.Over.

This. Has. Taken. My. Speech.

<3 Confused

What a crazy night. Beer cans everywhere, people in every room, getting cussed out .. insane. I said I wouldn't drink again, but someone wasn't there to help me like I thought they would be. Atleast I didn't hook up with anybody, don't need another story to spread ( Read more... )