Seungri's Angst Twitter Convo
Title: Seungri's Angst Twitter Convo
Genre(s): fluff, romance
Length: Oneshot
Rate: General
Pairing: G-RI
Summary:
It happened after the Alive Tour In Hongkong. A tweet from Seungri which made all VIPs around the world scream in adoration. On the other hand, not everyone liked it. The one who didn't like wasn't expected by Seungri's wish.
***
The first time Seungri on twitter, he reckoned everything would be funnier. He thought he could express what he felt more freely, but, in fact, it wasn’t. Some little thing shattered Seungri’s fragile heart. It was hurt and crying inside, apparently brokenhearted.
Actually, he’d just updated his twitter, posting something that he thought was so good. But what he got was vice versa. The phone he was holding felt like heating up as he tightened his grip. He had read it: a simple reply from the person he expected to reply but it wasn’t the reply he expected to get. For him, it was a clear ignorance. He was holding back his tears.
“Jiyong hyung…” he muttered.
“Hm?” Jiyong hummed, not looking at the person next to him and still focused on his phone.
“Nothing,” Seungri whimpered, so feebly, as if hiding his trembling voice which was ready to be cry.
He replies Taeyang hyung’s mentions every time. He replies everyone who mentions him. He can show his brotherhood with Taeyang hyung to everyone. But it looks like he didn’t want to do so to me. Why can’t I show my fondness to him toward the fans? It’s just…. Why? eungri pondered.
And the deeper he sank into the thought, the worse he was. The ignorance was too unbearable for Seungri as Jiyong never did by him like this before. The hyung who always cared to him and never overlooked from him. Jiyong who always did more than what a fanservice was when he was with Seungri on the stage to show the fans what was behind them all this time. Yet, suddenly he changed. Jiyong acted so cold to Seungri.
It felt like Seungri’s heart was stabbed. His head spun around, feeling like he was about to collapse to the floor. He wanted to clutch his heart so it could stop thudding painfully. He willed to overcome the pain. He wished he could but the fact was, he couldn’t bear anything and let the pain eat him.
Does Jiyong hyung still love me? Does he still think of me as his boyfriend? Does he start to feel ashamed being with me?
There was no time which could soothe Seungri’s mind. He wanted to explode the pain but he kept holding it back, making it more painful. He was struggling to avoid the pain instead but he just couldn’t as what he regarded as the pain was sitting right beside him now, being busy in his own word and didn’t notice the boy who lacked of his attention. Seungri couldn’t take it when Jiyong ignored him.
Well, people might have thought Seungri was being the entire drama queen, too exaggerating. He was so selfish and childish. Yet, they just didn’t understand what he was feeling, how being ignored by the one you loved the most was. Things like this happened between Jiyong and Seungri a lot but they just said for Seungri to endure it. He just obeyed and it was everything coming back what it should be. Nevertheless, Seungri had been tired to always give in. He wanted to spit out but when he looked at Jiyong’s face, he just couldn’t.
Seungri sighed, rubbing his temple as if it could bring any help. But he was stunned as Jiyong’s hand suddenly touched his. It was just a light brush, nothing more, and Jiyong still didn’t look at Seungri. And, unknown how it worked, it successfully made Seungri’s heart skip a beat. His limbs were numb but his eyes heated up and a drop of tear fell from his eyes. He held his breath to avoid any sob but he did eventually.
Jiyong looked up and stared at Seungri, who was wiping away his tears. His face was full of question, wondering what his fault was now. He noticed Seungri’s puffy eyes and flushing cheeks as the younger sniffed like a baby.
“Seriously, Ri. You better had a good reason for this. You can’t cry like a baby when I do something wrong to you!” Jiyong bellowed.
“Hyung!” Seungri snapped out. “I can’t bear it anymore! You can’t treat me like this…. You’ve ignored me.”
“Wha--?”
“I mean, you show your brotherhood with Taeyang hyung on twitter. You guys mention each other and you look so happy but why can’t I? Why did you treat me so cold? Don’t you think I may be hurt just because you behave like this to me? Well, I’m actually hurt.”
Seungri pouted, moving aside to the edge of the couch so he could make a space between him and Jiyong.
“Just stop crying, will you?” Jiyong groaned.
“I cannot and I fucking cannot if you keep treating me like this!” Seungri yelled at him, almost smashing his phone. The tears couldn’t be held back anymore and they fell like a waterfall on his cheek.
Jiyong sighed deeply, moving closer to Seungri. He had to give in to this boy. He knew what to do as though it happened a lot between them. He smiled, taking Seungri’s hand into his and holding it but Seungri was so still and looked away. Jiyong kissed the top of Seungri’s hand and placed it on his cheek. “I love your hand. It’s so smooth,” Jiyong muttered.
“You don’t have to talk bullshit to chill me,” Seungri said nonchalantly.
Jiyong chuckled. “It’s true. Seungri, look at me,” Jiyong pleaded and the latter just couldn’t resist it. “It’s the best I can do, for us and Big Bang. It’s for everyone. Please understand.”
‘But I don’t understand. I mean, there’s nothing wrong with the post!” Seungri squealed. “I just wrote ‘U and me’ but you turned like ice suddenly.”
“You need to understand the photo, not what you wrote,” Jiyong said. Seungri looked back at the photo, which was their photo from the concert in Hongkong. The two were looking at each other so loveably. Seungri was holding Jiyong’s microphone and the way Jiyong looked at Seungri, well, it was obvious love.
“But, I still don’t understand,” Seungri pouted.
“Gosh!” Jiyong groaned, slamming his body against the couch as he rubbed his temple, wondering whether it was his fault or Seungri’s folly which made it worse.
“Ya! You should give me explanation about this! I don’t see anything wrong and you coldly replied me ‘Don’t do this kind of thing’ as if it was so crucial I talked to you in this way. Or should I have a swag way to talk just like Taeyang hyung so I may talk to you? I don’t deserve it before I can be swag, do I?” Seungri snapped out.
Jiyong was startled, not expecting Seungri to say this thing as he loved Seungri what he was. He sat straightly, fisting his palm as if it could subdue his anger. He tried to explain to the younger.
“Seungri, we can’t show our bond to the public this obvious. You don’t know how the photo might danger us someday,” Jiyong sighed. “You know, when I see you, even though it’s just a glimpse, I always see you as love and the way I love you isn’t the same as I love the other members.”
“People won’t find out about us,” Seungri mumbled, defending himself.
“You can say that but it doesn’t warrant anything. What you did probably makes it found out more easily. I don’t want anything bad to happen to us. I love you more than anything but I’m afraid some little things could ruin us apart. It’s the best for us and for Big Bang too.”
Seungri just nodded tamely. As an adult, he should have understood this but he just failed. Well, he didn’t retort anything at least when Jiyong said it was for him and Big Bang. Even though the remnant of Seungri’s selfishness still remained but in the end, he gave up and tried to understand. He valued Jiyong’s decision as he was the leader his duty was so intense that he had to protect Big Bang no matter what. Seungri didn’t want to burden him even more with their personal problem.
Meanwhile, Jiyong was smiling, acknowledging Seungri could have understood him since the younger had calmed down. Seungri was like sinking into his thought but Jiyong wouldn’t be bothered why. He knew Seungri needed some times to progress it until he completely understood. That was what made Jiyong liked Seungri so much. Seungri willed to understand him and to learn how difficult Jiyong’s position as a leader. Seungri would be there to help him out of distress. Although the younger could be so annoying and selfish.
“Hyung.”
“Yeah?”
“Does it mean I can’t publish anything about us on twitter anymore?”
Jiyong laughed off. “You’re adorable. Well, I don’t say you can’t do it anymore but, just be careful. Sometimes you need to post about the other members too. Think twice before you post it. Plus, I promise I won’t treat you like this anymore. I’ll reply you warmly just like I talk to the others.”
“Really?” Seungri’s eyes widened, suddenly bumped onto Jiyong and hugged him and kissed Jiyong’s cheeks. “Hyung, I love you so much!”
“I know. I love you too,” Jiyong giggled, patting Seungri’s back like a baby. He felt proud to have Seungri as his, who could make him much better no matter how spoiled he was and he didn’t know how Seungri did this.
TOP suddenly passed by them, shocked what he saw where Seungri was bumping Jiyong on the couch. “Ya! You two, don’t make out in this kind of place!” He shouted.
Seungri jumped off from Jiyong and stood. His face turned furiously red. Jiyong suddenly stood and grabbed TOP’s arm. “We didn’t do anything. It was just….nothing!” he stammered.
“I see,” TOP drawled and smirked.
“Hyung, you should have a twitter so we can chit and chat,” Seungri said to TOP in purpose to divert the older’s mind from what he had seen.
“Why should I? You’re always next to me so just talk,” TOP replied.
Both Seungri and Jiyong were stunning before they burst into laugh.
END
a/n: Actually I got inspired from G-Ri's convos a few times ago where for the first time on twitter. And seeing what happened after that I thought what I wrote might have happened. I'm full of delusion lol
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Genre(s): fluff, romance
Length: Oneshot
Rate: General
Pairing: G-RI
Summary:
It happened after the Alive Tour In Hongkong. A tweet from Seungri which made all VIPs around the world scream in adoration. On the other hand, not everyone liked it. The one who didn't like wasn't expected by Seungri's wish.
***
The first time Seungri on twitter, he reckoned everything would be funnier. He thought he could express what he felt more freely, but, in fact, it wasn’t. Some little thing shattered Seungri’s fragile heart. It was hurt and crying inside, apparently brokenhearted.
Actually, he’d just updated his twitter, posting something that he thought was so good. But what he got was vice versa. The phone he was holding felt like heating up as he tightened his grip. He had read it: a simple reply from the person he expected to reply but it wasn’t the reply he expected to get. For him, it was a clear ignorance. He was holding back his tears.
“Jiyong hyung…” he muttered.
“Hm?” Jiyong hummed, not looking at the person next to him and still focused on his phone.
“Nothing,” Seungri whimpered, so feebly, as if hiding his trembling voice which was ready to be cry.
He replies Taeyang hyung’s mentions every time. He replies everyone who mentions him. He can show his brotherhood with Taeyang hyung to everyone. But it looks like he didn’t want to do so to me. Why can’t I show my fondness to him toward the fans? It’s just…. Why? eungri pondered.
And the deeper he sank into the thought, the worse he was. The ignorance was too unbearable for Seungri as Jiyong never did by him like this before. The hyung who always cared to him and never overlooked from him. Jiyong who always did more than what a fanservice was when he was with Seungri on the stage to show the fans what was behind them all this time. Yet, suddenly he changed. Jiyong acted so cold to Seungri.
It felt like Seungri’s heart was stabbed. His head spun around, feeling like he was about to collapse to the floor. He wanted to clutch his heart so it could stop thudding painfully. He willed to overcome the pain. He wished he could but the fact was, he couldn’t bear anything and let the pain eat him.
Does Jiyong hyung still love me? Does he still think of me as his boyfriend? Does he start to feel ashamed being with me?
There was no time which could soothe Seungri’s mind. He wanted to explode the pain but he kept holding it back, making it more painful. He was struggling to avoid the pain instead but he just couldn’t as what he regarded as the pain was sitting right beside him now, being busy in his own word and didn’t notice the boy who lacked of his attention. Seungri couldn’t take it when Jiyong ignored him.
Well, people might have thought Seungri was being the entire drama queen, too exaggerating. He was so selfish and childish. Yet, they just didn’t understand what he was feeling, how being ignored by the one you loved the most was. Things like this happened between Jiyong and Seungri a lot but they just said for Seungri to endure it. He just obeyed and it was everything coming back what it should be. Nevertheless, Seungri had been tired to always give in. He wanted to spit out but when he looked at Jiyong’s face, he just couldn’t.
Seungri sighed, rubbing his temple as if it could bring any help. But he was stunned as Jiyong’s hand suddenly touched his. It was just a light brush, nothing more, and Jiyong still didn’t look at Seungri. And, unknown how it worked, it successfully made Seungri’s heart skip a beat. His limbs were numb but his eyes heated up and a drop of tear fell from his eyes. He held his breath to avoid any sob but he did eventually.
Jiyong looked up and stared at Seungri, who was wiping away his tears. His face was full of question, wondering what his fault was now. He noticed Seungri’s puffy eyes and flushing cheeks as the younger sniffed like a baby.
“Seriously, Ri. You better had a good reason for this. You can’t cry like a baby when I do something wrong to you!” Jiyong bellowed.
“Hyung!” Seungri snapped out. “I can’t bear it anymore! You can’t treat me like this…. You’ve ignored me.”
“Wha--?”
“I mean, you show your brotherhood with Taeyang hyung on twitter. You guys mention each other and you look so happy but why can’t I? Why did you treat me so cold? Don’t you think I may be hurt just because you behave like this to me? Well, I’m actually hurt.”
Seungri pouted, moving aside to the edge of the couch so he could make a space between him and Jiyong.
“Just stop crying, will you?” Jiyong groaned.
“I cannot and I fucking cannot if you keep treating me like this!” Seungri yelled at him, almost smashing his phone. The tears couldn’t be held back anymore and they fell like a waterfall on his cheek.
Jiyong sighed deeply, moving closer to Seungri. He had to give in to this boy. He knew what to do as though it happened a lot between them. He smiled, taking Seungri’s hand into his and holding it but Seungri was so still and looked away. Jiyong kissed the top of Seungri’s hand and placed it on his cheek. “I love your hand. It’s so smooth,” Jiyong muttered.
“You don’t have to talk bullshit to chill me,” Seungri said nonchalantly.
Jiyong chuckled. “It’s true. Seungri, look at me,” Jiyong pleaded and the latter just couldn’t resist it. “It’s the best I can do, for us and Big Bang. It’s for everyone. Please understand.”
‘But I don’t understand. I mean, there’s nothing wrong with the post!” Seungri squealed. “I just wrote ‘U and me’ but you turned like ice suddenly.”
“You need to understand the photo, not what you wrote,” Jiyong said. Seungri looked back at the photo, which was their photo from the concert in Hongkong. The two were looking at each other so loveably. Seungri was holding Jiyong’s microphone and the way Jiyong looked at Seungri, well, it was obvious love.
“But, I still don’t understand,” Seungri pouted.
“Gosh!” Jiyong groaned, slamming his body against the couch as he rubbed his temple, wondering whether it was his fault or Seungri’s folly which made it worse.
“Ya! You should give me explanation about this! I don’t see anything wrong and you coldly replied me ‘Don’t do this kind of thing’ as if it was so crucial I talked to you in this way. Or should I have a swag way to talk just like Taeyang hyung so I may talk to you? I don’t deserve it before I can be swag, do I?” Seungri snapped out.
Jiyong was startled, not expecting Seungri to say this thing as he loved Seungri what he was. He sat straightly, fisting his palm as if it could subdue his anger. He tried to explain to the younger.
“Seungri, we can’t show our bond to the public this obvious. You don’t know how the photo might danger us someday,” Jiyong sighed. “You know, when I see you, even though it’s just a glimpse, I always see you as love and the way I love you isn’t the same as I love the other members.”
“People won’t find out about us,” Seungri mumbled, defending himself.
“You can say that but it doesn’t warrant anything. What you did probably makes it found out more easily. I don’t want anything bad to happen to us. I love you more than anything but I’m afraid some little things could ruin us apart. It’s the best for us and for Big Bang too.”
Seungri just nodded tamely. As an adult, he should have understood this but he just failed. Well, he didn’t retort anything at least when Jiyong said it was for him and Big Bang. Even though the remnant of Seungri’s selfishness still remained but in the end, he gave up and tried to understand. He valued Jiyong’s decision as he was the leader his duty was so intense that he had to protect Big Bang no matter what. Seungri didn’t want to burden him even more with their personal problem.
Meanwhile, Jiyong was smiling, acknowledging Seungri could have understood him since the younger had calmed down. Seungri was like sinking into his thought but Jiyong wouldn’t be bothered why. He knew Seungri needed some times to progress it until he completely understood. That was what made Jiyong liked Seungri so much. Seungri willed to understand him and to learn how difficult Jiyong’s position as a leader. Seungri would be there to help him out of distress. Although the younger could be so annoying and selfish.
“Hyung.”
“Yeah?”
“Does it mean I can’t publish anything about us on twitter anymore?”
Jiyong laughed off. “You’re adorable. Well, I don’t say you can’t do it anymore but, just be careful. Sometimes you need to post about the other members too. Think twice before you post it. Plus, I promise I won’t treat you like this anymore. I’ll reply you warmly just like I talk to the others.”
“Really?” Seungri’s eyes widened, suddenly bumped onto Jiyong and hugged him and kissed Jiyong’s cheeks. “Hyung, I love you so much!”
“I know. I love you too,” Jiyong giggled, patting Seungri’s back like a baby. He felt proud to have Seungri as his, who could make him much better no matter how spoiled he was and he didn’t know how Seungri did this.
TOP suddenly passed by them, shocked what he saw where Seungri was bumping Jiyong on the couch. “Ya! You two, don’t make out in this kind of place!” He shouted.
Seungri jumped off from Jiyong and stood. His face turned furiously red. Jiyong suddenly stood and grabbed TOP’s arm. “We didn’t do anything. It was just….nothing!” he stammered.
“I see,” TOP drawled and smirked.
“Hyung, you should have a twitter so we can chit and chat,” Seungri said to TOP in purpose to divert the older’s mind from what he had seen.
“Why should I? You’re always next to me so just talk,” TOP replied.
Both Seungri and Jiyong were stunning before they burst into laugh.
END
a/n: Actually I got inspired from G-Ri's convos a few times ago where for the first time on twitter. And seeing what happened after that I thought what I wrote might have happened. I'm full of delusion lol
cr on pic