sane?

[mrsvollmar]

i occasionaly wonder what is wrong with me. in all the lessons on proper my mother taught me (proper dinning, proper tea manners, how to eat pasta with red sause and not get any on a pair of white gloves) she missed christian edicit. so i would like to thank the lovely people of e's house (is there still an e's house?) for teaching me

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[theseblackstars]

I am not a fan of that person either-she has played that game with me as well

[cess]

There is still an E's house.

Ya sorry I haven't called ya.... I suck for that...I will be better about it from now on.

[mrsvollmar]

# number u gave me doesnt work.

[cess]

586 306 0900
Is that the number I gave you?
It should work.....

[oldfashiongirl]

Statements like this scare me.

They scare me because I've been that person.

I spoke very sincerely out of a love for the person I was speaking to.

I've learned from my mistakes... mostly. I try not to say I'll call when I'm not absolutely sure I will. I make it a point to let new friends know that I don't always call. But that doesn't mean that I don't think about you and pray for you when I do.

I've also been on the other side. I've had youth leaders say that we would stay in touch and... 6+ years later... yeah. I was hurt at first, until I did it myself.

I know you're hurt. But please try to give the benefit of the doubt and know that this sister will continue to do the same for you.

[theseblackstars]

"you ain't the problem"

[oldfashiongirl]

thanks anyway, but that wasn't really the point.

[e2m32]

after this weekend, i can testify that ehouse is alive and well. sorry for the hurt feelings though. you take things too personal sometimes. people suck, welcome to life.

[mrsvollmar]

i just get so confused as to why the truth is so hard to speak. and im not saying that in a passive aggressive im better than everyone kinda way, im very upset and confused. if beth didnt want to be my friend she shouldnt have kept saying that we (mark, glen, me, and her)should hang out and do a couples thing. its just really upsetting when someone trys to be your friend and then you find out they were lieing. I've told you beth didnt like me and you said i was being rediculous. And after running in to her a few times i started thinking eric's right beth does like me. I would have been fine if i had just gone on thinking of beth as an ex friend because in regards to the e's house thing, i now realize that its easyer to forgive someone for being wrong than for being right, and all the people i once loved are not going to forgive me for throwing the truth in their faces even if hindsight shows that i was right. I had been hoping that when the smoke cleared i would get a few apoligys and my friends back. i was wrong.

[radiohazard]

u said jellyfish

fuckign call or text me so i can have your number again

[mrsvollmar]

im sorry, i have no brain.