I am feeling very restless.
Completely unsure about what I want.
I miss Winterguard.  I began to wish I would have just tried out for Interplay.  But that would have meant me staying here for the rest of the year.  
I need to find a way to dance next semester.  I can't go the entire winter without doing something to take my mind off of things.  I need ( Read more... )

 In my opinion: ( A few topics I have been contemplating)

You say you hate the way the world runs.  You claim to disagree strongly with the government and the laws it creates.  You ask WHY we have laws.  You say people are people and regardless of laws or not, they are going to do as they please.  I think this idea is bogus.  Yeah, even with laws in ( Read more... )

I am in one of the most awkward situations ever.
I almost wish I had went to Chicago with Megan instead.
This is stupid.
I don't want to be here.
Nothing is getting better.
I am unprepared.
This isn't what I thought it would be.  Or anything close.
I know exactly what I want, but I am scared to do anything about it.  I fucking hate that.
I hate being so ( Read more... )

On Sun, Oct 26, 2008 at 11:05 AM, <sugarnspice259@aol.com> wrote:
Dear Joe (And respective band mates),
I am addressing you today to inform you that I am ROYALLY upset about the fact that you have cancelled YET ANOTHER show.  I was planning on attending the event in Toledo, Ohio tonight, on October 26, 2008.  I would also like you to be aware that I ( Read more... )

 I came to the conclusion last night that I have absolutely no sense of priority right now ( Read more... )

 I'm done.

I can't do it anymore.

 I only have about a month and a half left here.  It seems so close, but so far away ( Read more... )

 Basically every relationship I'm involved in right now is perfect.  My friends, my boyfriend, my family.   It's perfect.  My birthday was perfect.  I don't have money, I don't have a job, I hate school... but I last night I decided that none of that really matters right now.  All of the people that were here have changed my life in some way or ( Read more... )

I turn 18 in less than a week.
I have never loved dancing as much as I do right now.
I get to hang out with Megan this weekend for the first time in over a month.
I am hopefully going to see Ludo saturday night.
I am not especially stressed out about school right now.
I love the Gilmore Girls way too much.  I think I am going to be in a serious state of ( Read more... )

 I hate this place ( Read more... )